#teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #pixel4a5g I'm 1% through this book and think you might like it - "The New Atheist Threat: The Dangerous Rise of Secular Extremists" by CJ Werleman. Start reading it for free: https://a.co/dkA5z2i So, this is another reason for my downfall. Anger and lack of spirituality. I would never kill anyone over this but it ate away at me, at my mental health and peace of mind and well-being. The Mental Health Benefits of Religion & Spirituality | NAMI: National Alliance on Mental Illness https://www.nami.org/Blogs/NAMI-Blog/December-2016/The-Mental-Health-Benefits-of-Religion-Spiritual#:~:text=Religion%20gives%20people%20something%20to,rates%2C%20alcoholism%20and%20drug%20use. Science Says: Religion Is Good For Your Health https://www.forbes.com/sites/nicolefisher/2019/03/29/science-says-religion-is-good-for-your-health/?sh=77b25e863a12 And a long article by the government. Religion, Spirituality, and Health: The Research and Clinical Implications https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3671693/ And yeah my faith was damaged in California by some religious abuse but was restored in Utah. It didn't go well in Idaho either but that's because I acted like an ass because of California. I think about God regularly and Jesus and heaven and the afterlife as well as regular life. My former BBS geek friends went atheist and kinda angry/hateful of Mormons and I don't think they'd kill any but I think they'd harass and that's still not good. I wonder if it was a nightmare that they beat me up when first moving to Utah and that's why I needed speech therapy etc or if it really happened. Or if it was someone else. I was fine after i graduated even riding roller coasters, eating and then riding roller coasters and getting hungry again. It's possible they were just mouthing off at the wrong time but not 100% sure. But they became cool after that. Mostly. 😆 #salvation #spiritualjourney #tbiawareness #tbisurvivor #mentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #religion #spirituality #samsunggoals but they were activists. What if someone put false memories in my brain? Or simply, a nightmare after being assaulted yet again but this time for (at Salt Lake City, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUq-itXMR0x/?utm_medium=tumblr