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So anyway I stopped going on here very often because tumblr is really stressful for me lately so if you wanna follow my tiktok I make a lotta silly witch content over at punkrock.pixie bc I guess that’s my brand now.
Anyway my boyfriend told me yesterday while we were co-opping on my island that the reason he always tryies to donate to the museum in bulk is because he feels bad for Blathers being so afraid of bugs and does not want to upset the him.
I am????? In love with him
I think what people don’t understand about recovery and why they are so set on “it doesn’t work karen” is that they don’t realize this shit takes a lot of time to unlearn and the point in short term is not to cure. Long term maybe but short term is to manage.
I’ve been dealing with a whole list of mental health conditions since 2010 and while it isn’t like I’m “c u r e d” I definitely have learned to manage some of my symptoms very well. The key is to keep practicing skills and wellbeing even when you’re not at the worst. And when you are at your worst, IT IS OK to ask for help. Also focus on BABY STEPS. Too depressed to leave your bed? That’s ok. It happens. Step one us taking off the covers. Step two is putting your feet on the ground.
Tldr: It isn’t always about curing. Sometimes it is just managing is what I’m trying to say and yes sometimes doing yoga or going outside does help at least a little.
A fun story
Recently I learned about physical triggers- well I knew about them but I didn’t understand how they happened where basically you don’t have an emotional feeling but you body has a physical reaction to a thing
Well yesterday I was in michaels smelling candles (through my mask).
(Keep in mind this is about 4 days after a wisdom tooth extraction in which I had laughing gas as well as valium as well as the twilight shit they put you under with and I hate the dentist. They let me pick the smell of the gas and I said “fuck yeah vanilla”)
So when I went to smell the vanilla candle (aka my favorite scent next to lavender) my knees BUCKLED under me and I almost fainted because apparently my body thought I was going under laughing gas again and said “wooo time to faint”
So yeah. Uhhhh physical triggers are fun.
Finding both of your partners’ tumblrs and sending them anonymous messages flirting with them
My friend once sent me the words “snanic! at the sneep snop” and I don’t think I’ve ever been the same since
New single drops TOMORROW AKA VALENTINES DAY BOYS! THIS BITCH IS ABOUT HEARTBREAK AND IT IS FUCKING GOOD
Stanning my sister’s hate blog for me @sidhewrites
