Guess I knew this day was coming, Knew that soon you'd want to leave the nest. Soon, but not yet.
Trevor's mother constantly tries to manipulate and control Trevor. Whether it be by driving him to and from school and saying that learning how to drive would be a waste of time or right here at Camp. Trevor's mother has an image of how she thinks her son should act and she has absolutely no intention of giving up on her idea of the perfect son regardless of distance, Trevor's age or even Trevor's thoughts on the matter.
2. A Well Respected Man--The Kinks
And he's oh, so good. And he's oh, so fine. And he's oh, so healthy in his body and his mind. He's a well respected man about town doing the best things so conservatively.
Trevor was raised to impress his mother's socialite friends so this is a general idea of how they see him. However, since there was so much pressure to always be seen as perfect, Trevor now has extreme difficulty in social settings unless he's comfortable with the person he's with because there's still a part of him that strives to be liked.
3. Miss Nothing (Acoustic Version)--The Pretty Reckless
My one mistake was that I never let you down.
Trevor's relationship with his mother is an odd one because Trevor's vaguely aware of what she's doing to him but he's so set in his need to please others that he'd never openly defy her. He did however, turn to punk rock music as a passive rebellious act at a young age because it is generally the least impressive genre to his mother's socialite friends. Since this act of defiance that was meant to be temporary during high school, Trevor's grown a bit attached to the genre and he continues to listen to it today much to his mother's dismay.
4. I Don't Know--Lostprophets
I don't know where to go. I don't know what to be. I don't know how to change from being me.
Since he was so adapted to trying to satisfy others, Trevor did and said things because they sounded impressive rather than because he wanted to. Here at Camp where there's not as much pressure to interest others, Trevor sometimes goes through an identity crisis where he questions whether he really likes things or whether he's grown accustomed to them because he originally thought them impressive. Though he tells himself it's because of the change of scenery, his ongoing identity crisis is the real reason he's not getting much sleep.
5. Say it Ain't So--Weezer
I never could do that which might hurt you.
Even though he avidly tries to impress others, Trevor's only really himself around a select few. Those few people not only get to see a side of Trevor that few get to experience, but they also get Trevor's complete and trust and undying loyalty. When it comes to the people he cares about, Trevor will never intentionally hurt them and if the situation calls for it, he'll protect the people he cares about even if it means putting himself in danger. If someone is a part of this small group of people with his absolute trust and they somehow betray this bond, that would be one of the worst possible ways to hurt Trevor.
Who has been the most important person in your life?
I'd have to say Noah.
Can you tell us about him or her?
He was certainly... Special. There was always something that drew me to him, I guess, even though we were only kids when we first met. We grew up together, went to school together, and basically did everything together. We were like the cliché "childhood friends." I remember that our mums would talk about how we'd get married one day, it was really embarrassing for my twelve year old self. I can't really talk to him now... Not anymore.
What has Playlist done for you?
It's introduced me to so many new people! Everyone has been amazing, I wouldn't have missed it for the world. There are so many amazing people here that I'd love to show you guys one day!
If you could talk to the dead, who would it be and why?
It would be him, I mean, Noah. Is that selfish of me? I could speak to so many amazing and insightful people, but in the end, it all comes back to him. I— I think I just want to apologize. I want to apologize, and know that he heard me.
Do you think you’ll ever lose touch with the other vloggers?
I really hope not!
Can you list 3 main relations you’ve made through the course of Playlist?
I'd say Sawyer, Julian and, um, Logan?
Any secrets that you’ve been keeping?
I have a Doctor Who shrine in my closet back home.
Spill your sins!
I've always felt responsible for Noah's death. I— I knew something was wrong, but I never did anything about it. We— we had a fight before it happened, and I didn't pick up any of his calls. It's my fault.
Who has been the most important person in your life? Can you tell me about him or her?
"Honestly I'd say my Brother. Ever since my mom got sick, and my dad left, he took care of me. He kept me in line, supported me. I don't really bring him up a lot, and we don't really talk that much. He's sort of a reminder of what I'm trying to avoid."
What has Playlist done for you?
" It's allowed me to meet new people, and see new places."
If you could talk to the dead, who would it be and why?
"Marilyn Monroe. I want to find out how she really died. Also, Amber. We only talked a couple times, but she was really sweet, and bubbly, I wish we could have gotten to know each other better."
Do you think you’ll ever lose touch with the other vloggers?
"Most of them, yes. I haven't talked to many in the first place."
Can you list 3 main relations you’ve made through the course of Playlist
Let's start with Ace- When I first met him, he was PMSing. He was rude and sarcastic. I don't even remember how we became friends. He came with me to get my first tattoo. He's a really amazing guy, a little slutty, but all kinds of amazing.
Simon- He goes by the name "Sawyer", but I'm about 300 percent sure, it's not his real name. It's Simon. We first met when I was pretty hammered. He offered me water, I didn't take it, then the next day I had a killer hangover. The he basically said I told you so. He's very helpful and he talks way too much. Also, very sarcastic. He's a major know it all. I never really listen to his advice, though.
I've made some other great friends, though.
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Tell us something that you’ve never told anyone else before
I'm a witch.
Secrets that you’ve been keeping
They wouldn't be secrets if I told the world, but I will say I'm..in love?
Spill your sins
I'm a slut, to be honest. Or, I have slutty ways. Not so much anymore. Oops.
Who has been the most important person in your life? Can
you tell me about him or her?
"I know everyone would want me to say my boyfriend, but the most important person in my life has to be my mum. No offense to my dad or anything. My mum always knows the right things to say whenever I'm upset or just in need of advice. No matter what time it is, I know I'm always able to ring her just to hear her voice, especially whilst we're on tour."
What has Playlist done for you?
"For the most part, I've made new relationships and strengthened old ones. I've been able to get out of my comfort zone whilst we're here. To be quite honest, although I've had my fair share of problems here, I know everything is going to work out for the better in the end."
If you could talk to the dead, who would it be and why?
"I would talk to my nan, because she died before I was born. I would want to know what she's like, and if she's proud of myself and Micah."
Do you think you’ll ever lose touch with the other vloggers?
"Most likely yes. Just the ones I don't really know."
Can you list 3 main relations you’ve made through the course
of Playlist?
"Thomas and I went into Playlist Live being nothing more than best friends, and now we are something more. Elyssa is such a sweetheart, and I hope that once the tour is over we'll still keep in touch, Annabelle and I have also grown closer even though we were friends before the tour started."
Tell us something that you’ve never told anyone else before.
"I am a professional singer. In the shower that is."
Were a real thing, You can rejoice now. || Self Para
Thomas let out a large sigh as he walked on to stage. He absentmindedly answered small questions, things he knew, facts, really. He couldn't think about anything but telling everyone about him and Candice. Sure, at least now it was true, but he didn't get to ask her if it was okay.. and hell, they'd been official for four hours tops. He let out a soft breath, and at the mention of her name, his smile got bright, huge, and real. "Hi, Tommy. My question is about You and Candice. You guys make a bunch of adorable collabs and always seem to be together... is that a thing? Are you, in fact, off the market?" Thomas gave a small nod, and responded, his stile still brighter then bright, "We are a thing and yes, I am in fact off the market. It's no secret that Can is my favorite person in the world, and she's totally gorgeous, and turns out she thinks I'm pretty cool. So we said Eh-- Let's get together!" He laughed a bit. "So, yeah, we're a real thing, you can rejoice now!" He joked, then finished on a more serious note with, "That's hardly how it went, but yes. Candice and I are officially dating." After a few more questions and such, Tommy was back to his room, checking the tweets that spread what'd he'd just said through out the world. He gave a small smile, and hoped Candice wouldn't be mad.