#please ignore this..

[ur-fav-is-disabled]

Excuse me about my left field post.

The issue I have with being disabled is the relationship I have with my dad.

He never takes me anywhere. Why? Because I’ll “just complain” from Cerebral Palsy causing so much chronic pain if I’m excessively doing even the simplest things. Never tells me when he makes plans to take my sister on holidays and trips because I struggle so badly with social activities.

I hate it.

I’m his forgotten child.

And I know that if I was normal, he’d care about me more. I wouldn’t be such a burden. But I’ll never be normal.

[baeky-blog]

i hate this.. please not naw.. not in the middle of summer vacation..

if they get divorced and i have to move with my dad, i WILL run away. any where.. but not with him.. -sighs-

[grillednewts-blog]

Right, usually I can hold a grudge for the longest amount of time ever!

But with one person, I can't seem to hold anything against him for more than about 5 minutes.. Maybe it's because I don't want to piss him off by being angry? I dunno.. I think it's kinda weird though, considering I can keep grudges going for YEARS haha.