one of my biggest fears ever is that there actually is some booming lesbian underground scene in pakistan that i was never privy to just because i grew up sheltered and that even now im distanced from it because im not social enough and then when im older ill finally meet other pakistani lesbians and they'll be like wait you never came to the lesbian underground parties? and then they have long and meaningfful conversations reminiscing and laughing about their time at the lesbian underground parties ajd i will feel so ostracised and sad and alone

















