#pleaseletmesleep

[lattes-laughter-andlovenotes]

Good morning Monday…..I hope we all have a great start to the work week. Also…insomnia is bullshit. That is all….

[shaynetaro]

Nap.

It wasn't much of a thought that it could move entire mountains, create astonishing ocean waves like that of a tsunami, stop the galaxy from expanding any further into the cosmos, or even start a revolution in this tiny, insignificant planet we're all (un)fortunately stuck in at the moment.

In fact, it was only a question- no more than two words- that settled in my mind right after I woke up from my 5-hour nap.

𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘱𝘵?

I fumble for my phone on the mess one can hardly call a bed at that point. It took me a while 'cause Reia (the phone,) fell and wasn't actually on the bed with me anymore. She looked depressed, unloved, and laid face-down on the floor. I hummed. Must've punched her away when I was having that dream. Must've hurt too.

I didn't care much for her feelings (at the moment), so I just grabbed her, turned her on (lmfao), and took a glance at the time.

Huh.

I really 𝘥𝘪𝘥 sleep.

I then referred to it as nap for the next few hours but I knew it was way too long to be called one. Maybe I'm just not used to it? Or have forgotten the feeling? Of what? Of sleeping? Napping? Huh? What? Maybe I'm going nuts?

'Maybe', I answered myself and almost let out a snort-laugh before I whispered, 'ADHD, motherfucker.'

Silence settled in for like four seconds after that. I went back to closing my eyes but me and myself knew it's beyond impossible to get two decent naps (sleep) in a day let alone half a year. So I shifted and grabbed Reia again instead and then wrote this garbage.

See?

It really wasn't much of a big deal.

But the thing is.

I haven't had sleep like that in ages and I really loved every bit of it.

Also I wanted to put something here.

So there.

P.S. I wish my insomnia could just go fuck himself.

[tanya-kitty]

When it's 2 am in the morning, and you can't sleep because you're terrified of the night.... You put music in your ears and create something, say hi to my new friend... I need name suggestions please who can I sell him as? .... mmmmm what you think of the name Zen?

[littlwatergirl]

[tarrowhalloway]

It’s crazy how often I wish I could just disappear. I feel like I have, and continue to fuck up everything in my life. I’m throwing a pity party here cause no one will see it and honestly that’s what’s I want. To scream into the void.

I’ll be 35 in two years. 40 the 5 after that. No way I can continue this job I love because who would want to see that? I’m stuck in this basement with almost no means of escape. I wish I’d catch a stray or something terminal. I just want everything to stop but I can’t do anything to make it so without hurting people I love.

I’m so god damn tired. I feel so on my own. I just want it to stop.

[asterrise]

y’know when you're trying to go to sleep but you can't stop giggling about the existence of beans and what it means for this cruel world.

[crossiantgay]

So am I going to get a decent amount of sleep tonight or is my insomnia going to keep me up till 3 like last night??

[philiplr]

#soundon Menos mal que le queda poco 🤯😡💀💀💀 No, mi movil no es un iphone 🖕🏼😋 #atico #penthouse #soundofsilence #pleaseletmesleep #charrajevo #barriodeloeste #soydeloeste #plazacarmelitas #philiplrmasajista (en Salamanca, Spain) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBlKS5OBWA8/?igshid=izk1efxkup6f