It feels good to be drawing again. Now if I could only go outside… #art #abstractart #iamnotgoingtodmyou #pleasestopasking #artistsoninstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CTs2Y_HMInq/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It feels good to be drawing again. Now if I could only go outside… #art #abstractart #iamnotgoingtodmyou #pleasestopasking #artistsoninstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/CTs2Y_HMInq/?utm_medium=tumblr
Current mood when people I don’t know but through (my poetry/their poetry) try and call me 🙄✌️through #fbmessenger #taken #committed #notlooking #pleasestopasking #noyoucant #courtme #itshouldnotbethisstressful #justto #stayloyal #thisisforthegirls #thisisforthesensitivemen #pleasejustbackoff #soulicanmime #poetrycommunityofinsta #poetsofinstragram #whatdoyouthinkthisis #asaloon #darksoulpoetry #seriously #deeppoetry music Don’t Call Me by @lacikayebooth #blackandwhiteaesthetictheme #mimevibes #currentmoodrightnow and #mostdays #iscribe #forthebroken #wearethefallenangels https://www.instagram.com/p/BxDG3ailqGT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vzdpo4a4amtu
Current mood when people I don’t know but through (my poetry/their poetry) try and call me 🙄✌️through #fbmessenger #taken #committed #notlooking #pleasestopasking #noyoucant #courtme #itshouldnotbethisstressful #justto #stayloyal #thisisforthegirls #thisisforthesensitivemen #pleasejustbackoff #soulicanmime https://www.instagram.com/p/BxDDZWAFQwd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=h2jq90hl9ax0
Can I just....
Look I just need to rant about a quick something. Why does everyone always assume that daddy kink is directly connected to ageplay? Like you do you if you’re into that, but personally I’m tired of getting messages and being asked about it. So for like the last time no i’m not into age play. Sure I like cute things and I have a certain aesthetic but that doesn’t then mean that I see myself as a child. Being cutesy and feeling free in a childish way is just something I incorporate into my adult life.
Why Aren’t We Ever Enough
We ask and we ask about plans. We ask our kids what they want to be when they grow up. We ask what classes they like to take. We ask what part-time jobs they should be working. We ask what university they will be going to, and if they choose not to go we ask what they will do instead. We ask what kind of a career they want to have, how much money will they make, what kind of family they want to have, where they want to live, where they want to travel, when was their last relationship, why don’t they have their life together, why can’t you do it this way instead, why aren’t you working harder, what are you doing with your time, what are you doing with your life?
I understand the purpose of asking a question, I was raised on the idea that asking questions was what got your further in life it was what made you stand out, it was what made you think. When did questions become less about wanting to learn, and more about asking the question so you have an excuse to give an opinion? Did you read that book? Oh it was the best book you HAVE to read it.
Did you watch that video on instagram? Oh it was so funny you HAVE to watch it.
Did you try the new drink? You have to try it, here look at my snapchat. Doesn’t it look good?
Why do you want to take psychology? What are you going to do with it?
What do you do with your time? Here is what I did the other day.
I’m torn between wanting to encourage curiosity and wanting to scream every time someone tries to tell me what to do with my life. I may look lost, and I may be lost but it is no ones responsibility to come and find me. If I am guided out of the forest, I will never learn how I got there in the first place and will inevitably find myself back where I started. Why aren’t I ever enough, why do people tell me there is plenty of time to figure out what I want to do but if I am not already doing it then my time must not be very significant. I’m running out of time. I’m running out of time.
I’m only 22,
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? I don’t even know where I see myself in 5 days, how am I supposed to think 5 years ahead when I don’t know who I will be by my next birthday?
I’m only 22.
Why don’t you have kids? Why do you not have a boyfriend? Do you want to have a family? You should try online dating, that’s where everyone meets people these days. *swipe, swipe, swipe*
I’m only 22.
What are you doing with your time? Tell me so I can decide whether your life is worth living right now or not. I’ll let you know what you can do to improve.
I’m only 22. Please I’m only 22. I can’t be the only one who feels this lost. I grew up too fast and I forgot to think about what I want to do for the rest of my life. Now everyone expects me to have all these answers.
Please. I’m only 22.
A haiku about work:
How can I help you? We don’t have a fax machine. Somebody spreads lies.
holy fuck youre beautiful
this must be pretty good sarcasm, but thank u! xx