yk maybe this is the place to be more active in everywhere is so ass to post art on
as much as I like bluesky, it's hard when I have to promo my account all the time and I don't have the energy for that
as much as I want to go 'oh it's so hard to start from zero again' girl, what am I talking about. I never had much to begin with for all the years I've been posting online. the struggle of choosing to want more 'known' but also want to just do the shit I like and enjoy is too different. and I'm tired.
exhausted of the chasing, because maybe I really am not as good as I thought I was. but you know what? fuck it. maybe disapproval really is what it takes for me to live again. maybe the acceptance of that is what I needed all along to just be myself again and have fun
