-( Meenah does not WANT to be found, or to have her coordinates splashed all over the website. She is in danger, of others and herself, and for the moment, will remain that way until the situation changes. I will, however, divulge a select set of information, should I be asked nicely and not referred to as a robot or other demeaning such things. )-
-( I feel like I should clarify- The only people I am allowed to divulge the information to are those trusted by Clams Ampora, and it is a case by case basis, with myself as the deciding factor. )-
-( I know where she is, and she is safe, and that is all that the majority of you need to know. )-
-( And if I sound mad, it is likely because I am. This whole situation is overripe and pungent. )-
@amourete
@absylphe
@devotedharlequin
Miss Meenah may not be available for some time! There has been a P_Net wide spike in chemical.analyzed: Fear and Anxiety! Please be patient! I apologize on Miss Meenahs behalf for any discomfort experienced due to this message! Miss Meenah was not the instigator in its sending! Thank you for your time!
Cho talked to Meenah and gave her three ultimatums. It wasn't the ultimatums that bothered you.
1. Cho wanted Meenah to apologize to Sally.
That was going to be very, very fucking hard, and you knew it. You've been working on their relationship behind the scenes (Like a Good Moirail, trying to keep your diamond safe and sane and not Angry at everyone, or hurting herself with guilt.) Doable, yes, but you knew it would take time.
That didn't bother you. Fine. It needed to happen, Meenah without Sally was like... peanut butter without toast.
2. Cho wanted Meenah to *swear* not to hurt... What was it, just Chosis? No, you think it was clade, that Vis wanted, in the beginning. Vis wanted to trust Meenah with his clade, to know that she'd never hurt anyone he cared about so badly again.
Not even that was *that* bad. A little for her, yeah, but she always had you to step in if someone really needed to get hurt.
Which, you know, right now, you're kind of feeling like you could hurt someone, which is a feeling you haven't felt in literal perigees, pacifist that you are. But nah. Didn't bother you. Nope.
And 3. Chosis wanted dinner at their house for Yule, in two perigees. Also not bad, provided you could get Meenah to feel better about Vis and Sally in that time.
No. What had you feeling so angry about this was...
You would have agreed to these conditions if they hadn't been so... Demanding about them to Meenah. If Chosis hadn't been angry about the situation when they talked to her.
Now Meenah felt like she was being pressured into them and, you know her. So you know she feels obligated to run the opposite direction of them. You know if she had her way, now, she'd never talk to Sally or Vis or Cho, or at least, it would add a few perigees onto the recovery time. Ugh. You weren't exactly happy with the way things had gone, so you expressed a desire to talk to Cho. Maybe you were wrong about their perceived tone.
(( uhhHHH this is late but i’m collecting logs i missed the other night and missed this one. orz this happened after this log w clams and before this other log with clams. (so, in the time that clams was asleep.)
amourete
Hey. Sorry if this is abrupt - you know Vis, right? Is he alright?
changinaspirations
yes! im wwith vvis right noww
changinaspirations
i took him to my hivve
hes
well, shaken up
amourete
Oh thank god
Not about the shaking up - just that you know where he is
He wasn't hurt, was he?
changinaspirations
um, i dont think so
can i tell you a secret mystery person
amourete
:?? I wouldn't think you should be entrusting secrets to strangers.
changinaspirations
oh
changinaspirations
wwell
then i dont knoww wwhos blood it is
bye
amourete
:PP
How about I introduce myself instead?
changinaspirations
that wworks i guess
amourete
My name is Felide Leijon. I'm Cho's auspitice and Meenah's girlfriend. Right now I'm with Clams, my metamour, at Meenah's home - and he's asleep, or I'd ask him to vouch for me.
-- attached: image --
[Clams, asleep on the steps.]
changinaspirations
OH THANK GOD HES SAFE
amourete
Absolutely.
changinaspirations
oh my go d
amourete
I'm keeping an eye on him. He's worried sick but he's safe.
I'll keep him that way.
changinaspirations
vvis couldnt say anythin i wwas so scared it wwas clamss blood
amourete
What was Clams' blood?
changinaspirations
my name is eridan vvici ampora
prince a hope
i go by he an they an im not really anyone special but i did savve the wworld once
there wwas blood in chos hivve an i didnt knoww wwhos it wwas
amourete
Well you're special to the people you know, so that counts for something I think. :PP
:?? What color?
changinaspirations
um
changinaspirations
a
color
one of them
yup
amourete
Fascinating. :PP
Can you give me a range?
changinaspirations
totally
uhhh
my best guess
is
changinaspirations
somewwhere on the spectrum
thats like a thin people say yeah
amourete
Are you colorblind?
changinaspirations
um
yes
that wwas the secret i wwas gonna tell you
amourete
Oh jesus.
Can you take a picture?
changinaspirations
no
im at my hivve noww wwith vvis
changinaspirations
hes disraught
amourete
X((
Well, fuck.
That's alright. We'll... We'll do something.
changinaspirations
i dont
um
really knoww wwhat happened
do you
amourete
I don't know how much I should say. I've only spoken to Cho's other quads and Clams.
changinaspirations
oh
amourete
I honestly don't know all that's happened either but... From what I've gathered? It's bad.
changinaspirations
they dont really like me so
i understand if you dont tell me
amourete
When they're awake and feline up to it, we can see what we can do.
Cho is safe. I don't know where Meenah is. I don't think anyone does.
changinaspirations
im keepin vvis hidden
he said i wwas in danger cause i look like him an clams
amourete
??? In *danger*?
changinaspirations
wwhen i found him at chos hivve yeah
amourete
Did he say what the danger was *from?*
changinaspirations
no
he cant really talk wwell
ivve been tellin him stories to keep him distracted cause evvery time he remembers he gets horrified
amourete
Keep an eye on him. I'll watch Clams. Maybe there's a chance they could help each other...?
changinaspirations
i wwanna see clams
amourete
When he's awake, we'll see what we can do.
He's waiting for Sal, in the event that Sal comes here. Right now, though, he's sleeping, and he needs that desperately.
changinaspirations
sea dwwellers dont often sleep
um
do you sing much
changinaspirations
no nevvermind
-- CA sent file 'lullaby'.mp3 --
here
changinaspirations
its laced wwith hope powwers so
use headphones for him maybe