I'm sorry but I have to say it. I really HATE how Siv acted towards that one Lycanroc. I hate it so much I had to write it. She killed it, with such cruelty, for something it did on instict. Something attacked it, it attacked back. And because Mewtwo is such a powerful pokemon, the Lycanroc couldn' do anything, it seems. I hate it. I hate such brutality. Brutality for no ones fault, even if anyone, it would be Sivs. She left the kid. She could teleport somewhere, couldn't she? Or just fly away quickly. Either way the kid was at risk. But my main point here is, she did something I despise. Used power not for protection but for killing brutally. I want her to get hit by karma. Not her newborn, it didn't do anything, but her. I want her to meet someone way stronger that her, to feel the powerlessness that Lycanroc felt, to feel the pain. To be left barely breathing, to see how it feels. I don't want her to die, there would be no lesson in that. I want her to see the mistake. I know it's probably not gonna happen. She is meant to be the character we all feel sorry for because of the incident that caused the child'a death. But me? I feel such anger. Anger I cannot really stop. It's childish, isn't it? But in a world with so much cruelty, seeing it here in Pokemon world being done by pokemon that in Unova was treating every pokemon as its family... I'm sorry if I said something bad.
Nah, you're not sorry, don't kid yourself. If you felt even the slightest bit sorry about your words, you wouldn't have sent a paragraph. All i can say to you is you truly have no idea. If you really read through my comics thoroughly, you'd already know that she has been carrying the burden of her actions and living in "karma" for years, she still bears the scars of her shame to prove it when she could've healed them long ago. She regrets murdering those pokemon, because at the time she wasn't in her right mind to feel remorse, nobody would in her situation after witnessing LOSING A CHILD in the most brutal way possible! And as a first time mom at the time, do you really expect her to make all the right decisions right from the start??? When you're being chased by hunters with drones that are locked on to tracking you down, it's not that easy to just run away from them. She felt like she needed to face the hunters to protect her child, cause if she didn't, Dirk and his hired goons would just keep coming after her. Maybe there were smarter ways to go about it then facing them head on, but try finding the time to make those types of decisions when you've had pokemon hunters on your tail for the past several days without rest, with a newborn, trying not to panic. She's spent literal years thinking about what she could've done better and blamed herself for Louie's death, not the lycanroc.
She's been through enough.
Also, I could argue that you singling out the lycanroc and disregarding the other pokemon that died says a lot about you. So the lycanroc dying has you this upset but not the murdered sneasel, or the tyranitar or the scizor that she also killed? And even though they were hunters, no matter how deserved it might've been, she took human lives as well. Did they all not matter as much to you? And you getting this worked up wishing bad things upon fictional characters because a pokemon you like died says how childish and immature you are, I really hope you ain't this way towards people in real life that piss you off, what a depressing existence you must have if you get this butthurt over trivial things like a comic, that you need to send a paragraph of how much you hate it and how much you want a fictional character to suffer despite the suffering she went through already. "An anger you can't stop?" Dude, I recommend therapy if you aren't already getting it. If the tone of certain comics I make is too much for you, the simple solution to that is don't read it. Period. In case you haven't figured it out yet, not all of my comics are sunshine and rainbows. Yet, despite the warnings I put, you obviously read it anyway, and that's on you bud. So stew in your hatred for all I care, you have no one to blame but yourself for those feelings, not me or Siv.
Good day to you.