Multidimensionality and Trauma in the birth chart
In evolutionary astrology, Uranus is an important indicator of the deep memories, imprints and emotions from the soul's multiple lifetimes. The sign, house placement and aspects that Uranus makes in the birth chart say a lot about what kinds of images and experiences influence the deep unconscious and subconscious of the native. An "Uranian state of consciousness" can be experienced through meditation, as well as deep reflection and self-examination, especially if Uranus is proeminent in the chart (aspecting a personal planet or angle). Also, this kind of multidimensional energy can become very conscious in triggering situations. Uranus, for most of us, represents trauma imprint that is incredibly complex, because it has been accumulating through a great number of lives. If you have some serious trauma signature in your chart (difficult aspects of Uranus, or any planet in the 11th house/Aquarius), please remember that, when a very challenging feeling comes to the surface, the depthness and heaviness that you may feel ARE REAL, even if you don't have conscious or reasonable causes for such a strong emotional, psychological or physical reaction. It's very common, especially for people with a lot of aquarian/uranian energy, to deny the intensity and seriousness of their emotions, even when it's becomes very evident. Energetically, we are living in times when it's getting harder and harder to repress our unconscious reality. So, it's more important then ever to be true to ourselves and honest about the pain that we may have been holding in our bodies, minds and energies.
When Uranus makes an aspect (especially hard ones) with a personal planet or an angle, the native can feel their own emotional, mental or energetic memories and traumas from many lifetimes much more easily and intensely. That's one of the reasons that people with strong uranian aspects tend to feel very weird or alienated, they are experiencing many other parts of themselves at the same time. This can also happen with people with strong Pluto aspects or the nodes of the moon (if the nodes are connected to angles or planets), because they are symbols of the deepest unconscious perceptions that people hold on their psychie and fields.
A child who is born with a strong trauma signature (imagine Uranus squaring the nodes or south node ruler, Uranus or Pluto making hard aspects to personal planets, for example) will probably not have very much an experience of "being a child" (in the esteiotypical sense of being playful, energetic and very alive). Even if he/she doesn't experience some big trauma in his/her current lifetime, he/she is already carring many painful energies from an incredible number of lives on his/her emocional, energetical or physical bodies. Especially with hard aspects to Uranus/11th/ Aquarius to the karmic axis (Pluto/nodes of the moon and its rulers) there's the potential of an extreme level of dissociation and fragmentation. When trauma, abuse or high levels of stress occurs, pieces of the self quite literally "leave" the person's energy. This means that the traumatized individual doesn't have all of his/her life energy with himself or herself, unless some soul retrieval is made. The child who is already born with this kind of signatures can already feel that many parts of himself or herself are lost. Also, especially if plutonic energy is predominant (but also the nodes of the moon), the emotional body of this child can be very reactive. So, this child can feel very triggered in "normal" situations (playing with friends or talking to teachers), because he/she unconsciously remembers all sort of dramatic or caotic situations. In extreme cases, personality disorders can be developed.
If you resonate with this post, please remember to be gentle with yourself. I wrote this so you can understand how extraordinarily complex you and your feelings are, and I hope that helps you feel compassion for all parts of you.
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