#po-em

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I'm putting this WIP up because I don't know what to do with it and it's giving me massive writers bloc. social block. thinking block. Basically I can't do anything because of this shit. So it's in the universe now. Oh well

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all is nothing.

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It was dark and cold and you felt warm and bright.

You were wonderful.

Everything was a mess but you were steady and safe and honest,

and i loved you.

And i thought you might love me back,

but i wasn't worth it.

As i stepped forward you stepped back;

inching from me until i was a stranger.

I had always been a stranger

to everyone - even myself,

never you. 

I wasn’t enough.

You can tell me otherwise,

hiding behind your would have’s and if only’s.

When everything finally collided

you were gone.

The world had finally capsized under the pressure and the storm

of my life.

You weren’t there;

you chose not to be.

I thought that you had always been there and always would be

steady,

safe,

honest.

But that was never a choice you had to make.

When you had to choose,

you didn’t choose me.

You will never choose me

and i know that for a fact.

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rain or shine

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