There’s a quote I can’t find
It was something about pain and heart ache and being fully alive
And I can’t quite remember it
But those words are ringing in my head
Trapped in this trance that says
I look in the mirror and see my eyelined stained tears.
As the ache of the break rips into my heart
No amount of denying will hide the truth
As I sit here fully alive
Though the pain should have killed me
and I tell myself that it will be okay even as the words seem
There’s a voice in the back of my head
That in order to rise sometimes we must burn
And out of ashes out of failure out of sorrow and heartbreak and
Out of these things we find our courage to continue.
For a struggle to breathe still means a breath
And a heart shattered still beats
We can do hard things they say and they know
Even when every ounce of my body can’t take any more
I take a deep breathe and stare in the mirror
Because I know these wounds will heal
and it’s such a cliche and I want to believe it is lies but I know that it’s truth
You can breathe in the pain and exhale the truth and know that you
You don’t have to know anything else.
And this pain that tells you your heart still beats
Will beat one day without pain
But you can still do hard things