Night after night I watch you go to sleep. I lie next to you, feeling your touch on my skin experiencing the fire and bliss that comes from you. I hear your breathing become more level as you fall into a deep slumber. With all of my strength I pull away and go back to my room... trying to fight the need to go back and hold you. My room is alone and cold without your presence - foreign even - I sat on my bed, knees pulled up to my chest. That is when the voices start plaguing me, hitting me with whispered promises and a bittersweet feeling in my chest. The questions break me from the inside out. will i deteriorate with time? will i fade into nothingness? will i ever love somebody as i love you? I fall asleep with a single tear rolling down my cheek I start to whisper ( don't go, don't go, don't go, don't... ) As sleep take me, I know that this wouldn't be the end.
a.c // don’t go