I try, But it's so hard to believe, I try, But I can't smile you see, I try, I try, My whole world is changing, I don't know where to turn, I can't take this hating, And I feel like I will burn, I try and try to understand the distance in between, The love I feel and the things I fear, And every single dream, I'll try, I'll try, "I'm fine"
It does. Klavier doesn't feel happy. It scares him, feeling this way. He prefers being numb compared to the pain he feels in his chest.
He will be all right. It's just one of those moods. He has mood swings, you know. Diva fits. This is one of them.
He doesn't need to be so childish. Klavier is an adult; he can deal with these problems by himself, crying won't make them any better so why should he? It's pointless to worry others even if he thinks it might be nice, just once, to stop pretending and admit he's not sure where he is mentally but it isn't somewhere he would like to be.
It starts out as this intense feeling but becomes more and more normal with every passing day. Klavier's just down and he's not getting up because he's not trying hard enough.
He tries to take it one day at a time, but when nearly every day is a "bad day" it gets harder to deal with.