#poetryorwhatever

[3ickhammer]

I'm half machine Half paranormal In need of grease Speed Booze and motor oil Have no patience Never sleep I'm either on or I am off But I am always on my feet . Even in my dreams I'm pacing circles wide awake Taste smoke inside my belly And all my circuits shake Until I'm jelly in my grave And bloody lumps of iron clumped in hair a tangled gray . Bury all the metal Bury all the waste You can dig a hole By God don't throw me in the lake Bury all the metal Bury all the waste Can't escape the devil just by covering your face, and neither your mistakes Can pay him at the gate Whatever's in your pocket Not every single pleasure Cost a nail in my coffin Where's the will to live Smoke, sugar, poison And a lack of discipline . An animal survives Like machines all for production Im haunted by a mind Thus I'm lustful and destructive . Bury all the metal Bury all the waste Bury all the metal Bury all the waste Or assemble me abstractly You can have me on display . (Written on December 13, 2019) #art #poetry #poetryorwhatever #drawing #doodleatwork #doodle #spooky #spookyorwhatever #writing #painting #pencil #pencildrawing (at Eugene, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8YDnW-JDF8/?igshid=1vxtdo8rzc94f

[poetry-orwtv]

Doubt

This opportunity

So much to gain

But more to lose

We say "let's try"

But what if it all goes to hell

Would've been worth it?

I don't want to lose what we have

But I don't want to miss what could be

I'm so confused

And really scared

I fear you expect more from me than I can give

And you will miss what you can't have

I wish I was normal

Maybe I just never learned

But by now I don't want to

It's just not for me

I tried

I failed

But that's alright

I will not hide my fear

I'll tell you

And we'll see

[poetry-orwtv]

There still are things I’ll have to say

But it doesn’t have to end that way

It might be rough

And I’m so sorry

To burden you with all my worry

My uncertainty must be quite tough

But I’m sure we’ll find a way

To work through all that makes it hard

To try and never be apart

[misschiwonderland]

Normal People

"I've made mistakes, like normal people.

I've let someone in, that I shouldn't, like some people.

I'm a normal person, like normal people.

But I wanna be treat like someone special by someone special, like normal people.

Everyone is a world, i have my galaxies too, and they're fucking dark.

I've been blamed, for the mess I am by that one in the mirror.

I've consumed my own soul in the darkness of my mind, only for the mistakes of my past.

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Last night i had a dream that we we're swimming in your thoughts, and I found out that you loved me, I never saw it, forgive me, i was blind...."

-Blanche.

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