Title: 哀四季恋 (Love of sorrowful four seasons/Sorrowful love)
Artist: POIDOL
Lyrics: 絢瀬ナナ (Ayase Nana)
Music: POIDOL
English translation: @miharou (translation blog @miharou-translations)
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I close my eyes, thinking the time that has passed "Goodbye, see you"
You murmured, trying to tell me, trying to tell me
I pretended not to hear you, even this day somewhere in me
I'm still continuously denying it
A gentle, tender spring wind, the end of the city streets
What I remember, is how the things you told me made my heart ache
My feelings for you were starting to bud
But even before fully blooming they already wilted away, such was the destiny for us
Sorrowful love, a secret I told to no-one, why did I decide so?
The gap that existed between us, I hid it away
The feelings I spilled to you that one time, only to misrepresent myself
It was so cowardly, I laugh
I wonder how you spent the seasons that passed...
Yukata looks very good on you
"It would be nice if we were able to come here next year too"
A promise I can't keep to you
Under the sweet osmanthus "Don't be surprised, okay?"
I wished for your happiness, pretending to be tough and hiding the weak me
Sorrowful love, a secret I told to no-one, why did I decide so?
I couldn't destroy what we had, I had no courage, in the end that was all there was to it
If I had told you first, would things have been different?
There was someone else than me by your side...
Cold weather, like my attitude towards you "Are you avoiding me?" I'm sorry...
It wasn't what I wished for, to part with you, because even now I still...
I close my eyes, thinking the time that has passed "Goodbye, see you"
You murmured, trying to tell me, trying to tell me
I pretended not to hear you, even this day somewhere in me
I'm still continuously denying it
Sorrowful love, a secret I told to no-one, the one who decided so was me
"I want to protect what we have" Such were the reasons behind of it
The traces of you laughing innocently as we met on those days
We were friends and I loved you