All things Math and Beautiful..
I am having exam jitters. I am nervous and and nauseated. This may sound exaggerated but really, this is one of the defining moments of my life. This is what your Calculus teacher asked you to do: Get the point(s) of inflection!
You know, I had a thing for numbers and letters but it remained just that. A thing. It was never truly defined until it slowly regressed. Like most things left inside the cabinet, it was forgotten. But I woke up today suddenly realizing I still have relics of it somewhere, trapped in my hippocampus. I choose to unearth the insight a mere graph can bring. After all, it is always my soul's pleasure to cherish the long ago (well, not so long ago) and walk down my own memory lane with all the subtle scenes, all things math and beautiful.
Anyway, yes, this is my life's point of inflection. Tomorrow I'm gonna take the National Medical Admission Test, my passport to medical school. It will dictate (sort of) which school I should go or if I'd proceed at all. I would be lying if I said I'm prepared. I am not! And I mourn for the times I wasted. I could have studied more and practiced more..but it is too late now. It is absurd to be consumed by that thought.
I am lifting it all up -- my frustration, fear and regret. I pray God will take all of my cares and replace them with hope. Despite everything, I believe God for exceeding measure. He is a God of unexpected and unlikely ways! I believe He is not limited and daunted by my circumstance, no matter how seemingly impossible it is. He will meet me at every turn of my life, in both minima and maxima. He will meet me right here, at the inflection point as I traverse the next curve.
Hey! Declare this yourself, too. He loves you infinitely, asymptotically! That love's limit just doesn't exist!! Go ask your Heavenly Father. :)
Matthew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."
