@eshesafiwillow
I haven’t talked about this much, for good reason. The last thing I want to do is upset any of you, when you’ve all been so wonderful to me and helped me so much. But I have to take a moment to say this now.
I’ve had nightmares, I’ve prayed that my plumbing never had a problem because I would have panic attacks at the thought of inviting it into my space, I haven’t even been able to remember my husband properly without feeling sick. I’m lucky enough to have incredible friends who supported me when I couldn’t return to our home or keep even the possessions that could be cleaned, but I’ve felt like such a burden on them since then.
This is the first time I feel like I have a little peace. I feel safe, and those of you who know me better know how rare that’s been for me over the past years.
I’m so relieved. I’m so grateful. I felt betrayed by our leaders and now I feel sorry for ever doubting them.
Thank you all.
