#polyam!verse

[darkravn]

In 2 days and hopefully only 20 minutes. I will be on a plane off to see my boyfriend!

[orphanbarbie]

Tonight was our very first annual Valentine's Dinner as a polycule, complete with presents, wine, steak, my husband's homemade sourdough bread, chocolate, rambunctious children, and Toy Story 2. It was honestly a perfect night.

My girlfriend Piper was wearing dark wash skinny jeans with perfect holes in the knees and this hoodie thing that that said LOVE on it. She looked perfect, like everything I've ever wanted in a woman; her auburn hair in a perfect pixie cut that flawlessly frames her face. We are literally a bubbline fanart, except she's the soft butch and I'm the hard femme. For reference, I was wearing a slinky little black flapper dress with gleaming silver sequins all over it, knee high black knit socks and agnes Doc Martens, my hip length black hair pulled into a Sailor Moon style with two black flowers.

She and Leo got me this fantastic Slytherin purse for my Valentine's gift. I got them each a special T shirt and a Jessie plush for Piper. I got a beautiful canvas print for Jack that's now hanging in our hallway, always visible from our room when the door is open. It's one of those prints of Jack and Sally as Gomez and Morticia Addams.

This was one of the most meaningful family gatherings Jack and I have ever been part of. Piper got him a new water bottle to replace the one she broke accidentally, and this beautiful jean jacket that was somehow the absolute perfect denim for him. They did their fashion show thing, twittering and giggling away like the happiest pair of birds. Leo and I cuddled on the couch and watched the movie while Maire contorted herself into terrifying but impressive shapes on the carpet.

I am so in love with these people. I could not be happier.

[carisi-dreams]

people who are okay don’t act like this. for the polyam!au

I hadn’t intended to write a part 2 of this fill [pregnancy scare], but then…I did? haha

You fumbled with the key in the door for a moment as you tried to juggle your purse, laptop bag and gym bag with palms that were still sweaty from being inside your gloves for nearly two hours. Even though you’d wiped down after class you still felt damp. You were pretty sure you didn’t smell much better. The door finally yielded to your efforts and you pushed inside with a grateful groan. It was possible that taking two classes back to back wasn’t the smartest idea after a long work day and little food. Your head spun a bit as you toed off your shoes and turned towards where you could hear the television playing. Sonny was sprawled out on the couch, eyes half lidded and half asleep as his head rest in Nick’s lap.

“Hi,” you panted. 

You gave them a little wave before dropping your laptop bag over the back of a kitchen chair and then starting down the hall.

“She’s alive!” Sonny’s teasing voice followed you down the hall and you giggled a little to yourself, already beginning to pull your sweaty tank top up your body and over your shoulders.

The damp cotton clung to your back and you made a face as you tugged a little harder. It came free just as you heard footsteps behind you suddenly and you turned just in time to watch Nick round the corner of the bedroom doorframe.

“Hello, sweetheart.” He bent down to brace a hand on your hip and kiss you fully, but softly, on the mouth.

The dampness of the fabric under his hand didn’t seem to phase him and he didn’t so much as flinch or wrinkle up his nose at your appearance.

“You’re home late. Everything okay?”

There was something about the careful look he was giving you that made you pull out of his grip with a barely suppressed clicking of your tongue in annoyance. They’d both been hovering ever since the pregnancy test and negative results. It was a relief, for all of you. Children hadn’t been discussed with any sort of seriousness beyond silly hypothetical situations when you were all in bed and loopy some nights. Who was going to make the best school lunches? Who would think they’re going to be the tough parent, but will actually be a pushover? The fun kind of stuff that was nice to theorize late at night in the darkness, but lacked the impermanence of being held up and examined thoroughly in the sunlight of the day.

“I’m fine,” you answered as you turned your back and started shoving your exercise leggings over your hips.

“Long day. Then went to kickboxing.”

You paused to pick up the leggings and continued in the direction of the bathroom. Even though you didn’t turn, you could feel him shadowing you.

“Then decided to take back to back classes.”

Your sports bra was next and it took a few seconds of wrestling with it in frustration before steady hands came to your aid. He brushed your hands aside gently and rolled it over your shoulders and head. You didn’t turn to face him, choosing instead to stride over to the shower and turn it on so that the water could warm up. Nick stayed where he was and when you were done pretending to fiddle with the water temperature you finally turned back around. He tugged the leggings out of your hand gently and although he gave your body an appreciative sweep, there was still a seriousness in his eyes that had you actually groaning aloud this time.

“I know that look.” You sent him a warning look of your own and wound around him to nick your towel. “I’m fine. I’m okay.”

“People who are okay don’t act like this.”

He spoke the words evenly, but you still felt as hurt as if they were yelled. You stiffened all over and gave him a short look before climbing into the tub. The shower curtain was hardly any kind of armor, thin as it was, but it felt good to have some kind of barrier between you.

“Leave it, Nick.”

You let the water run over your body and closed your eyes. As you ran your hands over your body to begin rinsing off you flexed your hands. Water ran over them in hot streams and you balled them up and opened them before shaking them out. They’d been shaking for what felt like days, but at least now it was from hitting a punching bag instead of the cocktail of anxiety and something else you didn’t care to examine.

The bathroom was quiet, but you could tell that Nick hadn’t left. There was a fifty percent chance he’d press the point and a fifty percent chance he’d leave it. You weren’t sure which you were actually hoping for. At this point, even as hungry as you were, all you wanted to do was shower and sleep for about a hundred years. You closed your eyes and bit your bottom lip as you waited.

“I’ll leave it,” he said finally. Quietly.

You heard the soft patter of his feet, but no sound of the bathroom door opening and closing. Instead, you heard a creaking and a barely there sigh. He was sitting. Waiting, most likely.

“But I’m not leaving.”

You should talk, you knew that. Sonny was probably also wondering where Nick had gone. You needed to eat. You needed to wash off. You needed to be honest about your feelings. For now, knowing that Nick was there and not pushing was enough.

[rose-wine-selfships]

Day 22: Sunshine ☀️☀️☀️

Self-Tober prompt by @creepygnomeking

Atsushi Nakajima x Christina (My S/I) x Arthur Kirkland (England)

[carisi-dreams]

please please please whenever you have time maybe some polyverse???

“What the—amazing. This is just amazing.”

You heard Nick’s voice before you saw him. It was a deep growl of exasperation and shortly after you heard the slam of a phone. You greeted the front desk officer and dropped off a cookie with him, but didn’t otherwise slow down. When you finally came into view you were excited to see that both Sonny and Nick were at their desks. It was always a bit of a gamble to just drop by, but work was grinding your nerves and you needed a break, even if it was a short one.

“As the most amazing person in the room, I’ll gladly accept that,” you announced with a grin as you strode over to them.

Nick glanced up, expression on his face morphing from annoyance to surprise, but Sonny was the first to hop to his feet. You waved at Amanda and Fin before dropping the bag of food on Nick’s desk and folding yourself into Sonny’s embrace. He hugged you tightly and you threaded your arms around him to rest your head on his chest for a short moment before untangling yourself. Nick made to stand, but you waved him off and gestured at the bag.

“Stay sitting.” You leaned over to kiss him on the cheek. “Hello. I come bearing gifts in the form of lunch.”

“You got enough for all of us?” Fin called over with a raised eyebrow and lazy circle of his hands at the room at large.

You pretended to bite your lip in apology before shrugging.

“You know what? Imma hit you next time,” you replied with a point and smile before sinking into the seat next to Nick’s desk.

Fin laughed and you grinned back at him before turning to the containers of food that Sonny and Nick had finished spreading out over their desks. Nick handed you chopsticks and took them with a grateful sigh before peeling up the lid of your food.

“Everyone has their usual,” you told them before scooping up a bite of noodles and shoving them in your mouth. You pulled your Thai iced tea over towards you and ripped off the paper from a straw to shove in the top. “Plus dessert,” you added after you swallowed.

“You’re too good to us,” Sonny crooned.

He palmed his container and leaned back in his desk chair with a content grin on his face. When you glanced at Nick he shot you a grateful smile, but was otherwise quiet as he tucked into his food. You shifted around a little to turn your back slightly to him and sent Sonny a questioning look and shift of your eyes to where Nick was now pouring back over a file on his desk. Sonny just shook his head in response with a little pulling down the corners of his mouth in an expression that said not to worry.

“True,” you added audibly. Nick didn’t even appear to notice that you’d responded a beat too late. “I can’t stay long. Just needed some fresh air.” You took another bite of noodles. “Figured I’d get some eye candy too while I was at it.”

Sonny barked out laughter, but Nick was still quietly shoveling food in his mouth. You knew how he could get when he was in the thick of it with a case and you didn’t begrudge him for it. You left your purse where it was, but pushed your drink across the desk to Sonny’s side and picked up your container of food to switch seats so you wouldn’t distract him. When you’d gotten to your feet he looked up curiously.

“Leaving already?”

“No.” You shook your head. “Just going to get out of your hair.” You nodded towards the seat next to Sonny’s desk.

“You’re not in my hair,” Nick contradicted.

You raised your eyebrows slightly and huffed out laughter.

“Babe, I’m just going to go sit next to Sonny. Do your work. I’m not offended,” you assured him. You went to take a step to round the corner, but he stopped you with a touch on your wrist.

“It’s nice to have you sitting here. Stay?” He looked up at you expectantly. You eyed him for a long moment and he tugged on your wrist. When you finally sat back down he gave you a small smile. “Maybe I want some eye candy, too,” he teased. The skin around his eyes crinkled and you laughed a little, then turning and seeing Sonny’s outraged expression, laughed some more.

“Uh—excuse me,” Sonny spluttered as he gestured to himself with his chopsticks.

Nick chuckled and just tugged you close to him and pressed a kiss to your temple.

[carisi-dreams]

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort with poly verse? pleaseeee love your writing 💕💕 tbh it gets me through the day

thank you! <3

A beat of quiet passed before Nick shifted and spoke again.

“You know we’re going to have to do laundry after all of this, right? Pretty sure everyone of our sheets and blankets are tangled up in here.”

“Shh,” you dismissed. “We’re not going to think about that right now. Instead, we’re taking in the experience and enjoying or time together.”

On the other side of you Sonny started laughing, but he quickly turned it into a cough when you elbowed him.

“Exactly!” he agreed. You could still hear the smile in his voice, but when you turned to look at him he had a straight face. “I think we did a great job, might I add.”

You looked up at the ceiling constructed with a two bed sheets and adjusted the blanket that was over your lap. The only thing you needed to make it truly perfect were some fairy lights and some snacks. You had a feeling that going to get lights out of the Christmas decorations stored in the back closet would be too much for Nick, so you kept your mouth shut and cuddled down into the pillow further.

“We did!” You gestured to the opening at your feet that enabled you to still watch the television. “It’s not too narrow and we have a flap at the entrance so it doesn’t get too hot in here. Team work makes the dream work.”

“I don’t know about the ‘not too hot part’,” Nick mumbled to himself. You turned your head to stare at him and watched as he fanned his shirt out. “I’m sweating bullets.”

“Because you’re talking so much,” you hissed. You inched closer to Sonny and smiled in contentment when he wrapped his arm around your shoulder. “You’re steaming up the place.”

“Sweetheart, if my talking is collecting steam in here, it’s probably because we’ve got every single blanket we own draped along the sides and on our laps.”

You huffed and you felt Sonny’s shoulders shake before he cut in.

“Alright, you two. I can’t hear the movie with all of this talking,” he chastised. “Nick, if you’re too hot, push the blanket off of you—or better yet, go grab us some snacks! You can cool off on your way to and from the kitchen.”

You raised your hand and waved it towards Nick. “Yes! What Sonny said. Snacks please.”

You turned to look back at Nick who was leveling a long suffering look at the two of you. Even still he pushed back the blanket and you watched as he began to crawl towards the opening in the fort. Once he had crawled out, he turned to pop his head back in.

“Let me just say, you two are menaces and you’re lucky you’re both so cute.”

You beamed back at him and he rolled his eyes before pushing to his feet. Faintly you heard him exhale and mutter something about finally getting some air and you smothered your laughter into Sonny’s chest.

[carisi-dreams]

Polyam!Verse Masterlist | 5.7.19

Nick Amaro + Sonny Carisi + Reader [polyam!verse]

*italicized links indicate most recent update

Background | Misc Background

Loud in bed

Conversation with Nick

Conversation with Sonny

Moving in

Storage solutions

Nick’s first BJ ( NSFW)

Souvenirs

Making you feel good

In uniform

No heat in apartment

You have to share  

Phone sex

Pet names

Telling the squad

dom!Nick

Muffins

Sonny’s NDE | take what you need | part 2 | part 3

Don’t ask me that

Cuddle

Sonny meets up with an ex

Nick’s nightmares

Pumpkins

Finding out about Nick’s childhood | won’t trust you again

Baking pies

Washing dishes

Emergency

Watching scary movies

Couple’s costume

Failed shower sex

Comfort after a bad day

Nick & Sonny sub (NSFW) | for him, always

Lawyer + miracle | part 2

Hold his hand | morning after

Caramel balls

NYE

Game night

Best thing (NSFW) | blanket sharing

Flexible

Puppy duty

Favorite time of day

Come over

Cooking

Blanket fort

[carisi-dreams]

“You ran to get here this quickly?!” polyam!verse please 💎

I’m just getting over a cold and this would have been my DREAM.

Nick came skidding through the bathroom door. He paused to bend over slightly and rest his hands on his knees, breathing hard as he looked up at you.

“Okay, what’s the emergency?”

You sank further down in your bath and bit your bottom lip.

“Umm…well…” you stalled.

Sonny was out getting groceries and Nick was doing laundry. He had a rule about washing the sheets immediately after one of you got over being sick. You were currently battling the end of a sinus cold and you were happy to be almost out of the woods. In addition to feeling lonely sleeping by yourself in the guest room (well, not really…they’d both been sneaking in at night to keep you company until you fell asleep) you were also just tired of not getting a full night’s rest.

Nick had run a bath for you and insisted you take it easy while they tended to the apartment. So now you were soaking, feeling your sinuses open up incrementally the longer you inhaled the eucalyptus oil he’d used, and still feeling kind of bored. Not being able to be involved in helping with chores, even though the bath was supposed to be a relaxing treat, was not exciting. You wanted company.

Nick flapped his hand for you to go on as his head whipped around the bathroom, trying to search for whatever emergency had summoned him. You flattened out your mouth before laughing awkwardly.

“Well, it’s not an emergency in the strictest sense…”

His shoulders sagged and he brought up a hand to drag over his face before straightening. He leveled you with an exasperated look.

“I just ran up six flights of stairs and you’re telling me there isn’t a real emergency?”

You tried to smile, showing your teeth awkwardly.

“You ran to get here this quickly?! That was mighty fast.”

“Flattery will not help your case right now. I almost brained myself on the last few steps because I was convinced something was in here trying to get you.”

“Aww,” you cooed. “You care.”

Nick snorted. “Starting to rethink that strategy.”

You could tell he was teasing and he crossed the room to perch on the edge of the bed. His hand came up to your forehead and then on either side of your neck just under your chin as he eyed you critically. You tried to look pitiful to make up for the fact that your very much not an emergency text had worried him so much. You sometimes forgot how literal he could be with you.

“Nooo,” you objected in a whine.

“Alright. So what’s wrong, sweetheart?” His eyebrows knitted together in concern as his eyes swept over your face. “I don’t see any bugs, you’re not drowning, no one is in here that shouldn’t be.”

“I got lonely,” you muttered. “Tired of being all alone.”

“There’s three of us in this apartment. When are you ever alone?” He looked sincerely confused. “Hell, I’d love to be alone sometimes,” he joked.

You stuck out your bottom lip in an exaggerated pout. “Had to sleep in the guest room. Then you and Sonny are out doing chores and running errands and I’m stuck here getting pruney.”

“Oh, boy. I need Sonny back,” Nick muttered to himself. He stood and gestured for you to do the same. “Let me help you dry off.” He turned to grab the towel from the towel rack and then wrapped it around you, holding you firmly as you stepped out of the tub. “As soon as Sonny gets back you know he’ll cuddle you and wait on you hand and foot.”

You continued to pout and he sighed. Nick rubbed the towel over you and shook his head with a fond smile.

“But until then, I can take a little break from laundry and cleaning.”

You beamed at his response and he chuckled at your shift in mood as he continued toweling you off.