#poor hika

[notsogreatmii]

Itadaki High Jump 2016.08.17 - Hika vs Cats

4 / 4 - finally a cat that makes Hikaru smiles

Bonus:

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Itadaki High Jump 2016.08.17 - Hika vs Cats

3 / 4

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Itadaki High Jump 2016.08.17 - Hika vs Cats

2 / 4

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Itadaki High Jump 2016.08.17 - Hika vs Cats

1 / 4

*I edited this one because for some reason the gif doesn’t load before but now I think it’s a okay

[the-naughtier-one-hikaru]

Diary Entry 3--

The doctors want me to come back in. My blood went cold, and I still have trouble thinking straight. Though I don't want to drive in this state of mind, I can't be driven there. It'll raise too many suspicions and the staff like to talk. 

They said the tests came out positive. But there might be a contamination so to come back ASAP. If it does come out positive, I don't know what I'll do. I have an appointment made for tomorrow. I want to get all this anxious waiting to be over with. Kaoru started to notice that something was wrong. Hell, even Dono asked if anything was up. And he's the densest one in the whole club.

I can't keep this up. I stayed up the night before researching AIDs and HIVs. I forced myself to finish looking through all the sites. I kept reading how it's more easily transmitted through anal sex, especially if there was tearing. And there was a lot of tearing. I couldn't sit without wincing a bit. Kaoru noticed, but he didn't say anything. I'm guessing he thinks it's the result of my "activities". I haven't gone out once. It's been over a week.

I can't sleep. The bag are getting worse. I've ask for pills, but I'm too scared to take them. When I dose off at school, that bastard comes back. He's touching me again and I still can't do anything about it. I'm scared I'll wake up screaming. And I'll have to confess. Or he'll take me again in my dreams where again, i can't escape. He's got a tight hold on me. Whenever I think too hard about it, I'm in the bathroom dry heaving. Kaoru found me once. I told him it was something I ate. I can't keep lying to him. But if he found out...I don't want to think about it.

It was terrible when he found out about my nightly ventures. It was hard to miss. I feel like he was slightly disgusted by my loose nature. But he was supportive and took care of me. This time around, he'll hate me for sure. He'll think that it served me right. I took all these people and know I won't be able to anymore without being paranoid.

Like before, my hand still can't stop shaking. Though now it's more because of my lack of sleep. What am I going to do? 

[lemonadefortwo]

my heart, my feels! Sawa-senpai <3 Toma Shin ikki Kent, I love this <3<3