#poppysicle

[poppysicle]

what's ur upload schedule for guilty as sin? i am ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED WIFH IT. its so so good. i love how real it feels, felt like im watching the yt videos and real life references. UR AWESOME

AHHH i’m glad you’re enjoying it!! 🥹 my upload schedule is every wednesday. i did take a week long break to let my hands and wrists recover from straining them so i did miss this last update - but this wednesday there will be one!!

but thank you so much for the love!! 💘

[smolkatsuki]

7 march 2019

i honestly feel like i haven’t been on here much anymore, let alone writing but to be honest; i’m okay with that.

i think the main reason i wrote was because i always felt like i was missing something. whether it be a feeling, an object, or a person. i kept writing about what i really wanted in my life.

i used to write a lot about victor and yuuri because i never thought a love like that existed. they were so sweet, raw, playful, and supportive. absolutely perfect. i would read fics like masquerade by ash, i write sins by cuttlemefish, sirens call by lucy & crimson, and other amazing fics. they all just had this interesting takes on what their love would be like and it would make me wish and wish but know it wasn’t going to happen.

but, it did! he popped into my life more than nine months ago and officially became mine more than six months ago. i never knew anyone like this existed. he was passionate, sweet, kind, loving, caring, reassuring, and more. he loves me more than anything and wants his future to be full of me and just me. he takes care of me the way i take care of him. he is like any character i’ve read about and wrote about that i wish someone would be like. he popped out of all my favorite novels about love and more.

i haven’t been writing recently, because i think i found the love story i’ve always wanted to write about. and why make something up when i have a love like this? i may end up deleting some of my uncompleted works that i never got around too. it may take me months to start something or a year, maybe when we settle down together and start a family.

all i know is, i can’t write about love when i’m finally experiencing the love i’ve always wanted.

you can still read some of my finished works here, but i think this is something i’ve kind of held back to saying. i miss writing but at the same time, my new passion has become him and i’d like to focus on our life and forming it the best way we can; focusing on school, work, saving money, etc.

but thank you for supporting my works and more!! i loved writing so much that it always put me in a good mood, especially when writing enthrall. but for now, i think my writing will come to an end for now.

- poppysicle 

[tbhstudying]

i think i binged all your youtube videos today and i’m not even sorry because i’m so excited for school now?? but you’re so sweet and thank you for making these videos!! they’re incredibly helpful and inspiring!! 💘

aw, thank you so much for watching :”) i’m glad that they helped! i hope school starts off well for you!!

[poppysicle]

-- YOU HAVE MY BLUE ROSES

When Victor turns twenty-one, the first tattoo appears. Unlike most of his own teammates and friends who got rather adventurous tattoos for their first time, his was different. It was a flower he wasn’t familiar with. It took a lot of asking around to figure out the name, Ajisai. At first, he didn’t know what it meant nor cared to know until he meets with his grandmother one morning to find out it’s a message to find his soulmate.

And out of complete nature, he does just that.

for the viktuuri fluff bang, i created a pretty cool soulmate aus. it’s got everything you, tattoos, family fluff, etc. 

thanks to sarah for painting the picture with her art for my one shot! it was so fun working with her and gaining a new pal!!

to read my soulmate au, click here.

to check out sarah’s beautiful art, click here.

[poppysicle]

— i feel like people don’t know enough about this song so i’m sharing it. it makes me think of my boyfriend but i’m sure your otp would be feeling something too. 💛

[smolkatsuki]

— Requiem i’m coming out with a new fic soon! i’m really excited to show you all, it’s been such a long time since i’ve written anything. this is a small snippet of what type of vibe it has. — Summary A pianist cursed to hear nothing anymore after making a deal with the devil to risk losing something important for them for the sake of a loved one. A plan that backfires that causes infinite loss of hear and losing the one they love. The pianist is now a legend as the world’s greatest pianist to exist but the emptiness they hold can never be fulfilled with the raking pain of guilt from what they had to do to get where they are. It takes a lot of trust and strength to gain back what they lost and what they used to feel.

[smolkatsuki]

“Yuuuuuuuuri!”

Chris chuckled as Victor removed himself from Chris’ and Georgi’s arms, clumsily wrapping his arms around his boyfriend. Yuuri stumbled back slightly, getting a good grip on the drunk Victor before him. Victor pressed a tipsy smile into Yuuri’s neck as Chris helped him get seated on the couch. The older man was reluctant to let go of his lover before Yuuri finally pulled him off.

His face flush from the many drinks shared at the bar to celebrate Georgi’s engagement. Yuuri nodded at them in thanks, motioning Victor’s drunken state.

“Ah, thank you for bringing him home.” Yuuri smiled at them both. “I’m sure he was a lot to handle.”

“Nothing we aren’t used too.” Chris replied with chuckle. “I’m surprised he got more wasted then both of us combined.”

Yuuri shrugged, holding his curiousity back. “I don’t know, he doesn’t drink often.”

Both men bid their goodbyes and Yuuri crossed his arms, staring at the night of Victor. The older man blinked lazily, his eyes catching Yuuri’s own and a smile spread wide on his face.

“Yuuri! I missed you,” Victor slurred, a hiccup released from his mouth.

A sigh fell from Yuuri’s lips, glancing at the bathroom door.

“Alright, lets get you cleaned up.” Yuuri replied, using his strength to hold Victor up and lead him to the bathroom.

They stumble along the way with Victor’s terrible balance and ability to focus on anything but Yuuri’s right ear. Managing to reach the bathroom, the younger man sat Victor on the toilet and started the shower.

“Oo, are you going to join me?” Victor purred softly, grinning the cheeky way he would if he was sober.

“If I didn’t, you’d fall.” Yuuri replied normally, reaching towards him and removing his shirt.

Victor allowed him to undress him without another word, once he was naked; Yuuri got rid of his own clothes and helped Victor in the shower. He placed him under the water first, holding him steady at the water hit in head and Victor quickly shut his eyes.

“Yuuri,” Victor said with a smile. “I want to marry you.”

It was Yuuri’s turn to stumble, he grasped Victor’s arms tightly in surprise. Trying to hold himself up from slipping at the confession.

“Ah, Victor. You’re drunk, it’s okay—“

“No! I wanna marry Yuuri.”

“Victor.. You’re drunk.”

Victor pouted, “Doesn’t mean I don’t want to marry you when I’m sober!”

Yuuri felt Victor grasp his hand and move from the water, their eyes staring into each other. He held up his right hand carefully and kissed his ring finger.

“I want to put a ring here,” Victor stated confidently.

Yuuri grinned, “It’s my other hand.”

Dropping his hand, Victor picked up the other and kissed the ring finger just as lovingly the first time around.

“I want to put a ring here and marry you over and over and over again.”

Despite Victor being drunk on his ass, Yuuri smiles fondly at him. He reached up his open hand and caressed Victor’s cheek. Catching the water droplets from his chin and hummed.

“Then do it.”

[smolkatsuki]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Pointing down at the bread, the man tilted his confused and dropped his gaze to see the chocolate everywhere. Blue eyes widened, mouth moving as he set the piping bag down and started to clean up his bed with chocolate covered gloves. Yuuri covered his mouth to fight his laughter but failed, starting to chuckle at the sight of the man freaking out. The man looked at him shyly, his pale cheeks warming up into a pink color making Yuuri smile.

Grasping his phone, Yuuri opened the notes app and typing quickly before putting it up for the man to see. His eyes squinted close to the window, reading what Yuuri wrote and grinned.

I'm Yuuri, are you a new?

Yuuri watched the man glance around the station and sigh, before thinking of an idea and taking out parchment paper. He used the piping bag and started to write in perfect handwriting on the parchment paper. Once he finished, he turned the paper around for Yuuri to read. Yuuri would be lying if he said this wasn't the cutest thing he had ever seen or had done for him.

I'm Victor, the new pastry chef.

aka

Yuuri doesn't seem to realize how much the word "lonely" starts to lose it's meaning after meeting Victor.

I wrote this awhile back and deleted it, but now it’s back to the land of the living to show some cute fluff as well as not coincidentally promote the Kamome: Soft Viktor Zine i’m in!! preorder ends tomorrow!! get your copy while you can!!