#posi stuff

[iaconic-moved-blog]

i’m so excited! i had no issues registering for my classes today, the classes i wanted wasn’t full, and while the spring semester i’m gonna have to figure out what to take since the final class i wanna take is only available in the fall, and I have to take this other class to take it, i’m excited to feel like I’ll finally be done with school in 2018!

also i just finished buying the last things i needed for my cosplay, so i can focus on saving money to pay some stuff off that’s been accumulating because i’d rather pay in full (and i may ask my mom or brother to help pay for a third or fourth of it and pay them back) but I’m gonna see how it goes once school’s over because I’d rather pay it off myself in full rather than do payments every month and worry about paying and paying and never making a dent since i pay for school myself (which I’m gonna need help with jkahflksajhf)

but!!! i’m feeling good, i’m gonna try to set up the fabric to cut for my cape but aaah!!! i feel good today!! i’ve been feeling good these days even though life once in a while wants to get in my why! i’m so happy!

[psychoelusive]

It's amazing how researching healthy coping mechanisms for my own symptoms ended up with me thinking of an idea for a short story/comic

[peachfacee]

pass the positivity

hey,everyone! i wanted to do something nice that would make u smile. so if u like or reblog this i will send u a positive message in your inbox!! i did this a long time ago,but it got so many notes i couldn’t keep up. but this time i’m going to try to get to everyone that likes/reblogs this!

[psychoelusive]

This spoonie is somehow scrambling through Uni’s Fall Semester, survived moving out from a horrible home environment and into a new place, all while keeping her credit card statements in check and her bank account at a respectable balance.

I’m freaking the fuck out constantly that something is gonna go wrong and everything will fuck up and I’m gonna have to revert back to the way things were but that’s a normal reaction from an abuse victim, right?

[hunnybeemp3]

I’m so tired and my knee is so sore but:

I stayed at b’s lots and lots the last seven days and it’s so nice to just be together even if we’re not doing anything

I bought myself actual good tights like no offence 45pence tights but these more expensive tights are so much comfier and I feel so nice and cool

I got to have lunch with b and I genuinely felt so excited to see him even though I’d seen him four hours earlier

I booked our train tickets for going to stonehenge from London

it’s under a month till my bday and till i see courtney again

[psychoelusive]

The next time I go home I’m going to tackle the travesty that is my bedroom and like, throw out/sell 90% of everything bc I’m trying to move out and be less dependant on my partner and I just really hope to god that this works out ugh.

[iwrotehaikusabouteatingass]

Okay so like most amazing weekend is this one and it’s not even half over.

Last night (friday) I went to a trans clothing swap with carryonphenomenon and blackened-pink and I got a really cute skirt and a really cute dress and a really cute scarf thing that I don’t really understand.  And also some other kid there brought their mom and their mom was really sweet and amazingly nice so like good vibes there.  

Then I went to the modern baseball show and that was cool n fun I had a good time I think Cam Boucher recognized me as the kid that’s always at his pittsburgh shows and usually mic grabs but Idk? 

Then today I woke up and my mom gave me a bunch of errands but it was all selling stuff and she said I could keep the money so i went out n sold scrap metal and video games and books and used the money to buy a bunch of books including: ee cummings, ts eliot, virginia woolf, Sophocles, paradise lost, and toni morrison.  Then I bought the red commander 2014 deck (MtG stuff) and that’s cool.  Then I came home and fooled around with my EDH decks and watched Princess Mononoke, then I went skateboarding and ollie’d for my first time (!!!!!!) then I had a tasty dinner of a quesadilla and pineapple. Played video games for a lil, then went out n got (free) ice cream with my little brother and carryonphenomenon and that was cool n fun. 

And I still have tomorrow and Monday

this weekend gets an A+ already and it’s not even halfway done.  

[wolfcensus]

hmmmm :-)