#posi?

[wttevr]

brain mush !!!!

[quesaleah]

[its-ao]

I think it will do me some good to write down some positive things in my life right now

I finished another semester of college

I made some amazing friends who are supportive 

I rekindled a friendship and i'm v happy about that 

I'm healthy 

I've become a better rugby player 

I finally feel like i'm at peace with my body 

There are more things but i'm drawing a lil blank. but I just need to remember that these things happen, life happens, and i'll get through it, hopefully having learned something from it.

[morbidxangel]

i cant wait to start mortuary science classes

and take more pastry classes

and buy a bookshelf with my tax refund

it's stupid but these are legitimately things that keep me going when I have off days like this.

books, dead things, and pastry

[inyourbirdcage]

I'm uncomfortable with how comfortable I've become with myself. It's a strange feeling. 

[2kas2furious]

So I think I'm going to apply to defer my student loans since I meet the requirements. My monthly income is considerably lower than it needs to be to defer loans and this will allow me to focus on paying rent while I find the best job in RVA. Even if I pay off the extra interest every month that'll still be less than half of what I currently pay which will make everything so much easier. I never looked into it before since I always assumed I wouldn't qualify but I'm so happy I checked again. If this works out my life will be so much less stressful since I know that paying the rent was never going to be an issue it was always my student loans stacked on top of that that were going to make my life difficult. I'll probably make one more full payment for the month of March then apply.

[inforeven]

I've been far more creative (in my thinking and living) lately than I have been destructive. 

Pleased with this. Time to sleep. 

[veganist-blog1]

Tomorrow I must go have some awkward encounters and see some sad things, but to keep up my positivity level I think I will stop by my tattoo studio of choice and set up an appointment and then maybe get some new boots.

There's a happy swelling in my chest and I don't want it to fade for any reason.