Oh man...not much I feel any particular need to express to this void, but let me be gentle as I feel.
I was scared and bitter yesterday. It isn't entirely alien - I don't cry, except…
But in truth not like that ever in my much-distressed life. I feel so very much better...I shake now only with overwhelming emotion, gladness and love. More love than love can express - the love felt in a dream, and the love I feel in this specific rare state of - dreamwords again. Awe and love and sentimentality and forgiveness and gratitude and gladness and love and love and love.
Ah, once before I suppose...I won't downplay the importance of words of encouragement and acknowledgement said to a lost and terrified child. But this in the day - I used to make it "the day is cold and still. Evening, midnight, then you can feel in safety and security" but here I am glad and in love, oh gosh
For all things I feel this love - for all things, even as I fear some of them - but I - like in a dream - he's an angel, my Sunshine Superman
Oh, let me have my silly words! They are all I have - but that isn't true! I have more, now...warm, I could cry again