#possible csa

[mable-stitchpunk]

So your saying Elizabeth went through emotional inc*st? That’s terrible I feel horrible for her :(

I can't say it's concrete or not, but it lines up very well and there's a lot of connections that add up to it- which might've not be entirely implied, I'll admit. I've seen this sort of thing before, so I know what I'm looking at.

[notyourmomslesbian]

Would y’all be alright with me posting stuff about my female health issues and possible CSA? I need advice but if you guys don’t want to hear about it I won’t post it, or I’ll only post the stuff about one or the other if you don’t want to hear about one.

The TLDR for the draft I have is that I have issues with my vulva, vagina, and menstruation, and that I have some symptoms of being sexually abused but am not sure if I was or not (I already know I have repressed a lot of memories, so I would not be surprised if I repressed CSA memories on top of general abuse and also just random memories). I might just split these into two posts and do it that way.

[cigarettesandmaryjane24]

I'm actually scared.. TW

So recently my mom was telling me about this child (a boy poor thing) that we both know, that is being sexually abused. The thing is.. She explained that one of the reasons they believe it's happening to him is that he WETS THE BED.

Setting aside how messed up it is that this poor boy is going through that..

Hearing that terrified me because when I was a child.. I HAD A HUGE PROBLEM WITH WETTING THE BED.

The only problem is I'm not sure if mine really was caused by something like that, because I don't remember when it started. Like I literally don't even remember if my mon ever told me when it started.

But I'm now even more terrified. Because I re-remembered that and decided to look up the symptoms of CSA, and looking back to what I can remember.. I CAN SEE THAT I DISPLAYED SOME OF THOSE WARNING SIGNS.

I honestly feel like I might panic thinking about this, because I don't know what to do. Like do I ask my mom if she knows weather or not something happened to me as a child? Or do I go see a psychiatrist? Someone please tell me how I should go about finding out? Or if I even should try to find out..