#post convention

[batfambrainrotbeloved]

Life tip kids- always know how to break into your own home

(because my ass forgot my keys while dogsitting our neighbor and just had to slip through the doggy door while being lovingly mauled by my girls)

[the-perfect-scientist]

((Im alive. Still sleepy, but alive uwu

[thetimeisnowsomehow]

The problem with nice clothing is it does not feel nice. I will wear nice pants when they feel better than cozy pants. Oh they don't do that? Well fuck you then.

And even if I do wear the uncomfortable shit, it bothers me the whole time and ruins the experience. I love cosplay. I can't do it at a convention anymore. It physically ruins my ability to interact with people. And then I start masking acting ohhhh boy that is not safe.

You may think I am over exaggeration. I am not. Yesterday I spent so much time trying to supress my tics and jaw tremor I forgot half the words I was saying. I couldn't focus on the art becuase of the swarming moving people. I had to carry my sweater around becuase if I get cold it's game over. Makeup and wigs are sensory hell.

[thetimeisnowsomehow]

Oh yeah, here we go: nausea and random aches and disorientation mixed with disconnection and slight disassociation. I need rest. I need rest.

I need to stay in the vibes if the convention or it will fade into the depression of regular human drudgery i dont wantthat but I don't know what do next. Gahhhh I need rest. I need money. I need food. I'm going to fucking throw up because everything I eat is making me nauseous but it's been 4 days of that now and not eating is having the same affect.

[thetimeisnowsomehow]

Angry and overtired rn

What if....tattoos....all over ALL OVER

And MONEY

Money for the travel and recovery and health and food and that's too much nevermind I can't entertain the idea of furthur travel right now. I need to sit in a warm cave for 2 days. I am drinking pedialyte. I am doing the self care. I need to remember that I am going to feel not great for a little bit now. And that is ok. Shitty. But stressing furthur will not help me. But I need to keep it in mind when i get so tired it feels really really bad.

Sigh

But I like tattoos.....

[fanfic-fugue]

Today I'm just a lil bruised fruit.

Gotta rehydrate my raisin body.

[theschalowest]

That moment when you don’t think you can feel any worse than you do now so you check your bank account for the first time since July’s trip to Texas and it’s still above $2k

[kuukkeli25]

Post convention feelings i want to try Remus Lupin costest 0.2 with scars. 👀 // 17.02.19