#post date thoughts

[sillylittleminds]

Goodnight

I’m stuck  It’s time to say goodnight But I’m just stuck in this moment It’s cliche to say but it almost felt like Time had just stopped when we kissed Every cell in my being is utterly in bliss  My body lit up like as if it were the night sky Full of stars twinkling in the darkness of the void I can feel my lips melting into yours I can no longer tell where I start and end Flowers begin bursting through my heart Growing a garden within my chest As I pull away and gaze into your eyes I realize there’s one thing I really need to say - - Goodnight

- 07.18.17

[sillylittleminds]

Dark

It’s dark My eyes can’t help but staying shut My mind can’t help but turning off I feel everything I feel every cell in my being breathe I feel every muscle in my being let go I feel you I feel your eyelashes fluttering on my forehead I feel your hands slowly rubbing my back Let your mind be quiet Let your eyes shut Let yourself sink into me Let me become part of the darkness surrounding you

- 08.05.17, 1:23 am

[sillylittleminds]

Sinking

Our chests rise and sink  Perfectly in sync  Your breath lingering on my skin  There’s a feeling that I can’t pin Yet everything feels alright As I watch colourful lights Dance in your eyes Stay here till the sun rises I want to fall asleep in your arms Promise me you won’t disappear  And dissolve away into the atmosphere  I feel like I’m slowly sinking  Into you, or is it just wishful thinking 

- 06.21.17, 2:19am

[sillylittleminds]

Red Light

Remember when I asked you About your favourite colour And you told me it was red

Remember when you turned On the lamp by your bed And it shone a bright red

Because I do And it makes me smile

When I see red lights

I can’t help thinking of you

I can’t help imagining how  The light hits your face  Just lighting up the place  Your face seems to beam  You just look so wonderful Lying next to me in the red light - 06.15.17 1:04am

[songsarebravethings]

Post Date Thoughts

Did it really go as well as I thought it did? I think kinda blacked out from neves, though. We seemed to have a lot in common/ get along? Did he say that just to be nice? What was he really thinking? I mean, he wouldn't have asked me to go shopping with him if he didn't think this was going well, right? Should I have gone in for the kiss? Did he try, and I missed it? I mean, we just met so the hug was appropriate, right? But he didn't try to hold my hand. Or maybe he did and I missed that. I'm so awkward. How soon is too soon to text him? If he doesn't text in a few days then I can, right? But, then that means he's not interested, right? But shouldn't he be the one texting me? Gosh. This is so confusing. Does he want to go out again? Do I ask? Or wait for him? Oh god. What would we do? We didn't text today. Does this mean he's not interested anymore? It's just one day, right? But we didn't text a whole lot before, so this is okay, right? Ohgodhedoesn'tlikemeanymore Shit. I'm gonna need to renew my passport if this goes any further, but it probably won't because he hates me now. I'm just going to die alone, single, and with 15 cats. Whatever. This is normal, right? My life is weird. Dating is so awkward.