Thoughts on what I want to do after JET:
Just musing here, nothing is set in stone.
We won’t be going back to the states, because while it was good to be home for a while, I don’t feel pulled to LIVE there again yet.
I don’t want a job where I can’t have any color hair I want or visible tattoos if I want
I’m thinking of networking around some bars in Tokyo, possibly getting my foot in the door as a bartender or helping out around where I can
Been thinking about being a front-desk helper for tattoo parlors in the area wherever we move to, as well, because I like that atmosphere
I have the qualifications to be a teacher no matter where we move to in Japan, but I’m so burnt out on being at a desk and working in the Japanese education system that I don’t know if I want to do it after this year
Signing on for a fifth year has felt amazing, and I look forward to my last round of self-intros and holidays, so there is absolutely no regret when I admit that I’m tired; I would not have stayed if I didn’t want to be at O-ko, so this is not me complaining about being here until 2018
There is a lot I want to do in Aomori for my students that I could not do if I did not stay a fifth year, and I am hoping I get to teach more this last year too
After this, part of me thinks that I would rather run a private eikaiwa for French and English and set my own hours, instead of sitting at my desk waiting to get a blood clot in my leg from being sedentary
I need to start running again, that’s a reminder
I’ve thought about applying to some international schools anyway, but the thought doesn’t make me happy, and I wonder if that means I need to do something different? Or could it be because I’m not actively teaching at my school lately that has me feeling blue?
Knowing that I have people in Tokyo that will support/advise me is super helpful in making these sorts of decisions. Me saying I would rather work some lowkey jobs that make less money might come as a surprise, since I’ve got the wherewithal to do more, and if I lived anywhere else I might consider it.
If I’m being completely honest, I want to be a writer and nothing else will do. Everything else feels like a means to that end recently. But I’m scared that in the future, I can’t support myself and my husband with writing alone.
Bit too much honesty for the early morning eh? There it is anyway.