#postpardumdepression

[strawberrylace]

Something my family and I were really worried about was me having PPD and PPA. Although I'm only 8 weeks in I am so happy to say that I have yet to have an issue. Surprisingly my pumpkin as an overwhelming calming effect on me. Even just looking at a picture of her calms me. I am so extremely luck that my pumpkin helps me overcome something I've always had to deal with in my life. If you do suffer please get help! Nothing is wrong with you!! . . . . #postpardum #postpardumdepression #postpardumanxiety #blessed #notme #shecalmsme #snapchatfilter #goofy #mylove #daughter #mommydaughter #mommy #mom #momblog #blogger #mommyblogger #shouldihavemorehashtags

[mommytoes-blog]

I feel like a bad mom whether I can not comfort my baby enough for him to fall asleep. I feel like angry when my husband wants me to just let our son "cry it out." He can sleep through the screaming without any problems, while I'm left wide awake and caught between terrible frustration trying to get him to sleep and horrible guilt when letting him cry.