#posts from barton mod

[avengerclintbarton]

{stuck.}

{ I'm kind of stuck, as far as how I can start the organizing of the blog.  For those of you who thoroughly enjoy my playlist, don't fret. It will be back.

Just not yet. I apologize. But I'm most likely going to be going through and cutting out some  of the songs that are actually a bit out of place.

However, the playlist is not a priority on the blog to-do list.

Also, just saw some gifs from Iron Man 3. So I'll most likely be poofing because I don't wanna see any of it. Not until some time tomorrow, after I finally see it. I'm poor, and it was either see it opening day/night or the preview showing the night before- or else wait until $5 Tuesday at the nearby movie theater.

Anyway, bouncing over to the oc account.for now. }

[avengerclintbarton]

{ To those who unfollowed, I'm almost disappointed in the unfollows... Given there were several OOC posts made regarding why I'd disappear the way I did. Actually, I lied. I am actually somewhat/rather disappointed given the previous statement. 

The car accident. The injuries myself and one of my best friends have suffered. 

Due to the circumstances at hand, I cannot even begin to discuss details. Just know this entire situation is incredibly ugly, and that is most likely an extreme understatement. However, it would seem my situation was not an acceptable excuse for a sudden disappearance.

To all of you who have continued to follow me, I thank you. I thank every one who has checked up on me in my ask box. And thank anyone who sent good wishes my way, as well as my friend's.

My wireless on my laptop crapped out on me about two weeks ago. I couldn't really get access to many websites... But it would appear the issue resolved itself (thankfully, because I just haven't had the time to try figuring out and fixing the problem). Hopefully it stays that way, so I can at least make an effort to get some replies done. }

[avengerclintbarton]

{ my wireless hates my laptop all of a sudden }

{ My laptop is connected to my network, but it keeps telling me when I hover iver the icon that I have "no internet access" despite me being connected. I have no idea what the problem is or how to fix it. I usually troubleshoot when this happens, but the Windows troubleshooter doesn't do anything except now tell me that I have "have limited access to some websites." So I have no idea how or where to even begin in trying to fix this spontaneous problem that is only further contributing to my frustrations. At some point tomorrow, I'm going to see if Tumblr and all of its glorious features are part of the mystery list of accessable websites at the very least. }

[avengerclintbarton]

{ As if things couldn't get worse.. the nail in the coffin to when I finally broke down from all of this (surrounding the accident and my best friend and all she has had to overcome to get on the road to full recovery).. My Chem split and announced it Friday night. 

I finally broke down and started bawling, and I'm not a cryer. But so help me did I cry... and I know I'm not done.

From Bullets to Black, I survived through your music, your words, your message... And when the Danger Days started, you kept on uplifting me. 

And though you're split apart, believe be when I say, Your memory will carry on. And the MCRmy will live on and continue forward, keeping your message alive and strong. }

[avengerclintbarton]

{ it's been a long four days }

It feels like the accident happened just yesterday. Thank you all for all the good wishes. It's been rough. I still can't believe this happened at all. It's completely unreal. My friend who was most injured is supposed to be coming home some time this weekend, but still has to go for surgery on Thursday. Here's to hoping all goes well. We all still have a ways to go toward things being as close to normal as they could possibly be. Maybe I can reply some tomorrow or some time within the next couple of days, depending on how things go. I've mostly been trying to rid myself of at least half of the soreness and aches.

[avengerclintbarton]

{Car Accident}

I was in a really nasty car accident last night while on my way home with friends. All of us are alive and breathing. The responders don't know how we got out of the car at all. One of my friends is at a trauma center. She got it the worst. I got it pretty bad myself. Scans and xrays all over. Needless to say, I'm not entirely with it.. and won't be for a while. No broken bones. Massively bruised ribs, cuts and abrasions by my left eye, stitches about a centimeter from my actual eye (where they had to pull some glass out}, my left hand is black and blue with cuts all over, probably sprained. My knees are banged up, my right is the worst. I have multiple follow up appointments I have to go to within the next week. All four of us are extremely blessed to be alive right now. And I'm so thankful for Volkswagen for making cars that kept us alive. }

[avengerclintbarton]

{whoa. i was a day ahead of myself}

{guys. i am so not with it. i think that's my sign to get off of the computer before i embarrass myself more. gonna go curl up right now.

it's sunday. NOT monday.}

[avengerclintbarton]

{ did some much needed cleaning today }

{ with assistance from friends to get it done faster while simultaneously doing laundry. but now it's brawl & a very potter musical time. Needless to say I will most likely not be getting replies done tonight, depending on when my meds kick in/once everyone is home. But I can't get to sleep until my laundry is completely done and dry. So I *might* be attempting some replies to avoid falling asleep while my clothes are finishing up. Just thought I would let everyone know. }