Feb 2, 2019
Random thoughts after getting over suicidal thoughts: Literally questioning life
Maybe I only get this feeling, but sometimes my mind wanders off and I am suddenly very aware of myself. And I can’t help but think: “So this is life? The one that people kept telling me was worth living? This life is the thing I gave up on giving up on?” And then I feel guilty for not being grateful because that is what everyone says, that I should be grateful. But sometimes, I’m just not.