Update
I don't know why I expected to get some interaction when I logged in today. I guess I'm still a fool. Call me a whining idiot, I do not care anymore, but being on Tumblr is demoralising now. Ignoring the connections I myself fumbled (the collab, the friends, everything), but even when I was the most active here I never really got interactions. I got likes.
That is not why I am here. That is not what a community is about.
A few people interacted with me (sometimes they still do), and for them, I am forever grateful. I truly am. But I cannot keep pretending I look forward to trying to post here again when it's a lie.
If this won't change after I somehow force myself to finish and post Unfamiliarity and the rest of my asks, I will most probably abandon this blog. I grew tired of begging for asks, for comments or reblogs, and being given next to nothing. Not to mention the site itself is trying to change the most fundamental mechanism of itself: the reblogs.
