My story is long. It is also complicated. It started about nine years ago when I decided to lose weight, because I was always a big child, besides I was also fat – and that’s how everybody perceived me. I have started a separable diet. It’s not quite a diet – it’s a different way of eating. Only in 2 months I have lost 12 kg (+ some exercise). I looked amazing! I felt amazing! Then I participated in the school team and it was easier to support the new weight. Then junior high school started, and I didn’t have so much time for sports. I gained much weight, and form that time my weight began to fluctuate. At the end of the senior year I’ve lost some weight, fell in love (deeply for the first time it was something serious), and from the time perspective I regret it. I started taking birth control pills, and at the beginning I was taking care of myself, but he did not demanded it from me. I gained much weight because of being a couch potato – with him. I woke up I high school, where were only 100 girls and about 500 boys. Everybody looked on each other judgmental, it was significant to look good. I wanted to look attractive, I started my new journey. And I was quite successful, happy with my body and it last a quite long time. I have graduated and went abroad – for work. I was by my one, without someone who can cook – I really sucked at this. So – to much fast food, processed food and the weight showed 83 kg. Then came some work and flat problems, much stress, the doctor said I have to lose weight, I weight 83 kg!!!. I did not have any time to take care of me. I decided I’m going to change, but I did nothing. I have started working nights shifts at the pizzeria. Pizza was my main meal of the day – at night! It was terrible for my body, and my weight reheated 90 kg!!! With 173 cm!!! It’s almost 100 kg!!! All my clothes were to small, I looked terrible! It that time I had a boyfriend later a fiancée, on my wedding day I’ve weighted 90 kg… It was the time I’ve said STOP! Once more – separable diet, W6, and in 6 weeks I’ve lost 8 kg!!! Then I’ve got pregnant, during pregnancy I’ve lost 5 kg, and at the end I was only 3-4kg more of me… I was so glad!!! I have bore a beautiful son, his 7 months now! But coming back to the weight… There were holidays, winter and I gained 3-4 kg.
Now I’m on diet, every second day I’m running with my friend, and when I started I was 83 kg, now I’m 80,5 – after one week. My goal weight is 65 kg! And I’m confident I’m going to reach it! On fifteen the June my son will have a christening. I’m hoping I will look great at that time (hoping to lose 10 kg)! I know it will be days I will do something “bad”, but it is in my plan, I don’t want to feel guilty about it. I have my challenge – ending the W6 (46 days – wish me luck), and I want to amaze my husband!!!
