These are all going to be fics that come off of my bookmark list from Ao3. I have a lot more in my google chrome bookmarks, but these are the ones i have the clearest memory of!
Alright we’re going to start off with my favorite merlin author ever. If you haven’t read all of CaffeinatedFlumadiddle’s works then like what are you doing, go, read! I’ll list my top three of their works if you want a place to start!
Fool Me Once | 18,728k | Rating: T+ | complete
Uther finds out about Merlin’s magic, but can’t seem to kill him. Merlin is just trying to protect Arthur. They become a begrudgingly effective duo. Arthur doesn't understand why they think he isn't noticing this.
Cheers and Spirits | 5,022k | Rating: no rating | complete
Despite all the supposed trips to the tavern none of the knights have seen Merlin drunk. They decide to rectify that. A poor decision, really.
Dragged Down and Hellbound | 46,929k | Rating: T+ | incomplete 4/6 chapters posted
After living with demons for sixteen years, Merlin decides to explore his human side by venturing to Camelot. Also, he has a destiny to unite his species and bring magic back into Camelot, but he's not too worried about that.
To Serve and Protect by Ultrageekatlarge | 25,324k | Rating: Gen | complete
After something terrible happens, Arthur, Gwen, Gwaine, and Lancelot take their turns in protecting their protector, watching over their watcher. Merlin’s the one in trouble, now, and it’s up to them to save him.
This is one of my all time favorites. It’s not merthur but, the characterization is so on point that it’s basically merthur. you know, like the show wasn’t technicallyyyyyy merthur buttttt well, we all know it really was.
My fave quote:
“Mighty Emrys,” Cor crowed, laying the blade across Merlin’s bared throat, “Time to die.”
“Hey!”
A woman’s shoe flew out, and with frightening precision, slammed the side of Cor’s head. The dagger fell to the ground with a clatter, but the sorcerer kept a tight grip on the staff, staggering back in surprise from Merlin. Arthur froze, and turned his head to his left.
Gwen, clutching her other shoe in her hand, glared at Cor with murder in her eyes. “You will not touch him again,” she said.
The Game of Lying by CastleScribe | 7,262k | Rating: Gen | complete
It's just Merlin's luck to get trapped in a castle with the knights and a crazy fae who wants to see how well he can lie. Fortunately, he's very good at lying.
Unfortunately, the fae isn't too pleased about that.The knights are going to have a lot of questions if they live through this.
I just love reading about Merlin being a badass and the knights + arthur realizing he has hidden depths. The sequel to this is also fucking bomb A+, 15/10 would recommend
Safekeeping by schweet_heart | 5,531k | Rating: E | complete
“There were bandits,” Arthur confirms. There is something grim in his tone which tells Merlin this is not the whole of it. “There was also a sorcerer.”
Merlin sighs. “Of course there was.”
As it turns out, there was also a magical beast, and there was also a sacrifice.
i have an honestly wild amount of schweet_heart’s fics bookmarked lol but they’re all really good, and most of them are relatively short so that i can binge my way through them easy! This is def one of my favorites though.
My fave quote:
He wakes up again, briefly, when Arthur breaks the shackles free from his wrists and feet. Without the cold iron to bind him, magic pours back into his body like a flood, choking and drowning, and he writhes for a moment in the dirt, fighting to keep his head above water.
“For God’s sake, Merlin, be quiet,” Arthur hisses, pulling him close and clamping a hand over his mouth. “Are you trying to get yourself caught?”
Merlin hadn’t even been aware that he was screaming, but the effort of holding back the sound is enough to send him under again, white-hot pain searing behind his eyelids.
After that, he doesn’t resurface for a long time.
Okay, and here’s another author that like really, if you haven’t read their fics where have you been?? Astolat is bloody amazing and her fics just fucking kill me tbh. I’m going to list my top three of hers and fave quotes from them
Favorite | 13,012k | Rating: E | complete
Arthur was tipped back against the wall, his mouth open for breath and staring at the small arrow-slit window over Merlin's head, trying to work out how it could possibly be that good with Merlin, of all people.
My fave quote:
Uther stared at him, for long enough that Arthur started to feel a bit anxious, and then Uther said almost warily, "What is this boy to you?" and he wasn't asking for the facile answer.
"He's—I—" Arthur said, stuttering in panic. He was getting on extremely well not thinking about what Merlin was to him, and he had no desire to start now. He stopped.
Uther said, "I see," with a peculiar expression on his face, a little as though he'd eaten something unpleasant. After a moment, he said, "What does he want from you?"
Emblazoning | 18,797k | Rating: M | complete
Morgana turned away from the high, barred window and rubbed her arms, chilled and bare. Arthur was sitting in the dirty straw at the very limit of his chains, which kept him a few inches too far away to touch Merlin's limp body. Outside they were putting up the stake
This one is Arthur/Merlin/Morgana/Gwen which may put some people off but it’s really good I promise. and none of them are aware that arthur and morgana are related, so there’s that.
The Crown of the Summer Court | 24,339k | Rating: E | completed
"The king sent me to get you," Merlin said, with a tone that implied strongly that he wasn't rolling his eyes where Arthur could see, but just wait until his back was turned. "He said you're to get changed into formal clothes and meet him in the Great Hall, there's a delegation coming from the Summer Court."
My fave quote:
"Your mortal-forged blade would not be able to enter the ring," Eldren said contemptuously.
Merlin dragged himself straight and said, golden eyed, "Try this one, then," and grabbed Arthur's hand. He took it and plunged it into the wash-water basin Gwen was holding, the water still pink with blood.
"What are you doing—" Arthur said, but Merlin was shoving his hand deeper—deeper than the basin was, and Arthur's hand was brushing something cold and hard.
He put his hand around the hilt, and slowly drew the sword out, water spilling from the cross-brace and running down the blade like rain. Gwen stared wide-eyed at it, and down into the basin, which was looking just like a basin again.
a king of infinite space by schweet_heart | 1069k | Rating: E | complete
When they bring Arthur home, he is silent.
Written for Pornalot 2017 Challenge #4 (Bound).
It’s really short but holy shit there’s so much emotion packed into this.
My fave quote:
“Merlin.” And this time, Arthur is smiling, no longer silent, something whole and real behind his eyes. “You reckless little idiot. You tore apart an entire castle to get to me – did you really believe I wouldn't know that it was you?”
Broken Days, A Guide and How To Manual by arsenicandsunshine | 20,653k | Rating: E | complete
In which if Merlin has to see the cracked gray of his bedroom ceiling one more time, he’s gonna scream. Or punch someone. Maybe the wall. Definitely Arthur, who can’t seem to find the words to say what he wants to, but after the morning Merlin’s had, whatever it was can’t possible help.
It’s a groundhog day fic, what’s not to love? honestly why don’t we have more of these in the fandom i love them so much
Winning the Battle by Prattery | 5,498k | Rating: T+ | complete
This husk of a man wears Merlin’s face and has Merlin’s magic, but he’s not Merlin. Merlin’s gone. Albion has claimed him as the price for Arthur’s victory at the battlefield.
listen....this fic will destroy you and then put you back together. It’s short but holy shit there’s a lot packed in and it’s so damn good. def one of my fave fics
Nine Weddings and a Funeral by giselleslash | 11,322k | Rating: E | complete
Merlin and Arthur keep meeting at a series of weddings.
This is a modern AU, which I don’t rec a lot of but this one was really good and the writing was fantastic
My fave quote:
“Do you think we’d be here now if we’d gotten together then? Be honest. Think about what you feel about me right now, the way it burns, and tell me you would’ve been ready for that at nineteen.”
Okay! I think that’s enough for now, i have sooooo many more but this is already super long so imma stop!
Rating: Teen and Up || Warnings: None || Word count: 5,498
Tags: Arthur Pendragon Lives; Arthur knows about Merlin’s magic; Post S5E13; Hurt/Comfort; Angst with a Happy Ending;
Summary: This husk of a man wears Merlin’s face and has Merlin’s magic, but he’s not Merlin. Merlin’s gone. Albion has claimed him as the price for Arthur’s victory at the battlefield.
Why I rec this: This fic is so, so intense and I’ve lost count of how many times I read it now. There’s something heartbreakingly beautiful in how Merlin’s devotion is pushed to the extreme, Arthur’s resulting guilt, and how he simply refuses to give up on Merlin. The pain of everyone around Merlin is tangible, and you hurt and hope and despair right alongside them. Seriously, I was at the edge of my seat throughout the whole thing, and the pay-off is so bloody good.
There also is a sequel to this, but I didn’t get around to reading it yet. Still, I squealed when I got the mail because this is already one of those fics that’s really staying with me and I can’t wait to read more from this universe.
Quote: Arthur hates it. Hates the flimsiness and the uncertainty, hates the wrongness of it. Hates that for once, they don’t know where they stand with each other. They were never meant to be like this. He desperately wants their old relationship back—wants the irreverent banter, the unflinching trust, the casual touches—yet he doesn’t know how to begin to approach it.
The uneasiness that he first felt in the tent isn’t dissipating now. The longer they ride out, the more convinced Arthur becomes that something is wrong. He looks back at Merlin, riding silently next to Gwaine, still with that stony expression in his face. His eyes are still gold.
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by prattery
"You're not like the other angels, are you, Castiel?" observes The Shadow. "I'm willing to bet that your biggest regrets are still to come."
After the Shadow came to collect, Castiel thought that he was finished. Except, of course, things are never that simple.
He comes to in Dean's room.
Words: 4263, Chapters: 1/3, Language: English
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), The Empty | The Shadow (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Jack Kline
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst, Grief/Mourning
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hey man, not sure if you remember me but I think we used to be twitter mutuals ages ago! (my acc is prob unrecognisable now but i used to be a stevebucky/spirk/merthur blog) think we were both indo fandom people living in jakarta at the time haha. i fell back into my fandom ways round the pandemic times--would love to reconnect if you're keen :)
heyyy! sorry for taking a while to respond, yes yes i absolutely remember you - thank you for reaching out! i will give you a follow on my new blog and we can catch up there <3
...do you want to know what the 'self-harm' reference that Network Ten cut from 'I Do' was?
The reference to 'my suicide note' in the middle of '(Not) Getting Married Today'. Yup, for fear of the wowsers, Network Ten took it upon itself to censor Sondheim.
