As I looked down the barrel of the gun
A million thoughts raced through my mind, what had I done?
Shimmering with quite a surprise,
They held pity, anger, and one emotion I couldn't point a finger to
With a quick grimace and a flick of his wrist, I knew my time was due
Instant searing pain, radiating through every fiber of my body
Then he turned around a shot up a few more, like it was his hobby
As I crumbled to the ground a few thoughts rang in my head
I wish I could tell my mother that I loved her, and that I was dead
I wish I could have graduated, made a life for myself
I know I had issues and that I should've gotten help
But what choices determine what fate that we meet?
How much we love? How much we hate? Our greatest feats?
God gave us free will in the hopes that we can choose our own destiny
But when hands turn greedy and everything is left to chance,
The only thing we're truly apart of is karma's bittersweet dance
All this was running through my head as it hit the pavement
Simultaneously, I woke up, thank the Lord it was just a dream I had,
I went to the bathroom to splash some water on my face,
But I glanced in the mirror to see that my reflection had been replaced
For I was looking in to the same cold eyes as the man of his destiny
Hearing the words coming out of his mouth and mine simultaneously,
It could have been you, it could have been anyone
So forgive yourself, forgive your loved ones of the things they've done
For this life is short and you only get this one.