A Constant Reminder. . . .
You know the one.
The one that makes you fight the sun.
The one that keeps popping up and keeps reminding you to give up.
The one that says stop trying. Whoa to death and stay dying.
The constant remind to do wrong and reminder to do right tagging along.
The reminders that there is no right answer in your head no reminder can deny.
The constant remind that you need to cry.
The constant reminder to be good enough.
Remind me I’m stronger and I’m tough.
Please remind of the hour and the day, maybe then I see when I started to drift away. To the times when things weren’t so tough. Back to when innocence was enough. Remind me when my dreams made me feel small and I thought I could have it all.
Remind me again.
You constant reminder are you a friend.
You’ve been around so long will it end.
Maybe I shoo you off like some common pest.
But how could I really you know me best.
This anxiety ridden body praying for mercy.
I’m the only one that hurts.
Your reminders are what remind me.
Lead me to a place where you only remind me blindly.
A reminder of television music and movies.
So much so that is seems to go through me.
Reminding me in music and tearing me down to rip me apart.
Please remind me of the hour and the day of when I ran out of things to say. No excuses don’t save me now and can’t understand how. Maybe I’ll put it all away and start to believe what they all say.
This constant remind to do wrong and doing right just tagging along.
Maybe I’ll cure maybe I’ll feel better.
And especially he thinks no not ever.
A constant reminder that I’m not better.
The constant remind to try forever.
Constant reminder to try forever.
Constant reminder to forget her
Constant reminder she’s not better.
She’s not better.
Normally a forgether.
But that constant reminder won’t let her.
Please remind me of the hour and the day where I started to pay. In my actions and the things I say. Maybe who I am will slip away. And maybe just maybe I’ll be perfect some day. Remind me I don’t want to be this way.
For in my actions and the things I say let me remind you maybe I’ll remind myself to finally get better one day.
