Stephen who always had to prove he was worthy of affection as a child. Stephen who refused to care about anyone after his sister died. Stephen who never let himself fall in love because it only let people hurt him. Stephen who thought Tony was perfect for a one night stand because he was attractive and irreverent and there and nothing else. Stephen who stayed because he figured they would never care for one another anyway so why not get good sex and fancy dates out of it. Stephen who only realizes he's in love when Tony is half-dead on the other side of the world. Stephen who berated himself for days on end for letting someone in again after he vowed not to. Stephen who stays anyway because a part of him wonders if it's worth the pain.









