Things are gonna change, I can feel it. When I think of evolution, I don't think of animals, not these days. When I think of evolution I think of replicating materials smashing against the outside world, shaping their vehicle to fit their environment, and shaping their environment to themselves. A never ending collision stretched across time like a water on a river's edge. Like water on water. So when I feel this change in me, that is what I see as well. Memetic evolution. I was speaking to my father at the Central Market Cafe today. My father is retired, and his mind will soon be gone, perhaps, I hope, his body along with it, in sync. I was explaining to him the theory of quantization; that the whole cosmos and all inside it can be mathematically calculated into bits. If that's true, and it is, then ideas exist in the physical world, and they need resources in order to replicate themselves, just like any other evolutionary entity...but they grow faster. I explained that when we do not know our environment, we become slaves to it...and our environment, is just as much our ideas as anything. It took far longer to explain, and I did it in what was, perhaps, a far grander manner. Suddenly, a woman rose up from behind us and walked up to me. She was thirtysomething, and quite attractive with dark hair, a good frame, and glasses that suggested she had lived her life in a world of liberal arts and subjectivity. She was nearly crying. "I believe you. That's really beautiful and I believe you, thank you." she said. It was the first thing she'd ever heard that truly made sense. She told me I was intelligent and that what I'd spoken of was utterly fascinating. She was awestruck, and walked away in a smiling haze. I'm at my apartment now, and I feel that everything has changed. My old friends are dead, and the relationships now, must either form to me, or be forever eroded and burst through. I have collided with the outside world, but what is inside of me cannot be stopped so long as I live. I'm a driver I'm a winner, things are gonna change I can feel it.