Sep 11, 2018
Lost.
I am down
I can't find the energy anymore
every thought of you is pain
every what if stabs me in my body
like a knife
you have sharpened
with your happiness
how can I be on your team
when I am the only one that grieves
how can I support you
when I can’t even find the breath for myself
how can I be calm and trustful
when every bone in my body
is telling me to run
I would be gone
if my heart wasn’t that persistent
but I am afraid
that this time
it is wrong