storeroom

for everything I want to remember

[sabs-yih]

on regret

I would “sacrifice” relationships with other people in order to get it right with you.

[sabs-yih]

Lost.

I am down

I can't find the energy anymore

every thought of you is pain

every what if stabs me in my body

like a knife

you have sharpened

with your happiness

how can I be on your team

when I am the only one that grieves

how can I support you

when I can’t even find the breath for myself

how can I be calm and trustful

when every bone in my body

is telling me to run

I would be gone

if my heart wasn’t that persistent

but I am afraid

that this time

it is wrong

[sabs-yih]

I believe today is the day, today my deepest dream becomes true. Because if two people want something different, the one that wants it more, wins. And this time, oh world, I want it more. I am ready to accept what I wished for, I am ready to be happy and live the reality I deserve.

[sabs-yih]

my future

“the scene in my head is a road trip with the best person of your life after you've been through the worst together.“

– while listening to Bloom by The Paper Kites

[sabs-yih]

I believe today is the day, today my deepest dream becomes true. Because if two people want something different, the one that wants it more, wins. And this time, oh world, I want it more. I am ready to accept what I wished for, I am ready to be happy and live the reality I deserve.

[sabs-yih]

september 1st

The only thing that makes me calm is believing that this made up world of mine is becoming a reality. 

[originalpokesmoke]

JUST DO IT ! :D

[inter-being]

The Hours (2002)

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Hi hay.

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corner

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Sort of broccoli.

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Turned 22.

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Hello nature.

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You are not that smart, smartphone.

[sabs-yih]

lovely jihlava