#pressuredheartbeats

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guess whose account got 𝗍e𝗋m𝗂n𝖺t𝖾d? "( – ⌓ – )

i was @pressuredheartbeats m(_ _)m

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feeling dissociated & overstimulated

overstimulated & dissociated

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i don't want to go to work tomorrow..

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you don't understand, i just need five minutes of scrolly time

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i'm craving cinnamon rolls. can someone please direct me towards a cinnamon roll

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it's 24°C & i feel cold enough to use a hot water bottle, wear a hoodie, go under the duvet, not use the fan, air-con, or open the window. yes i'm most likely sick.

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since starting this job, my capacity has been a lot lower. i used to find ads tolerable, & they didn't bother me enough to subscribe. but now they grate on my (battered) nerves ( – ⌓ – )

so i'm tempted to get a spotify &/ youtube subscription... but i'm reluctant to contribute financially to spotify &/ google, however insignificant _(:_」∠)_ (i'm also worried about lifestyle creep.) i admit spotify & youtube are part of my lifestyle. i'm emotionally attached to them.

so that's my current moral (?) dilemma ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) it feels a little like my priorities have changed & i'm less inclined to stand on principle. my energy feels more precious & money is undeniably less tight.

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the disproportionate annoyance (rage?) i feel when i receive a directed work mention on a weekend, i.e., a well-known rest day