#pretendingtobeangry

[battingonjakku]

Cricket story, how I got into the game: when I was a tiny child I was always dragged along to my older brothers' games and then when I was 6 I told my parents I was sick of watching and wanted to play as well. My dad didn't want me to play cos he didn't think I'd like it, presumably cos I was a 'girl', and now almost 20 years later I'm his favourite child cos I'm the only one still playing

Niiiice! 💪💪

[anatidaeducks]

loooool yeah i didn’t phrase it amazingly. great dream tho.

[anatidaeducks]

:( have you been tested for things such as thyroid problems or anemia? I was exhausted all the time and it turned out I was very anemic. worth a shot to ask your doctor anyway! ♥

pretendingtobeangry replied to your post

“….. honestly im so tired. i have no idea if this is depression tired...”

bro u should defs see a dr. if they bring up exercise, tell them u work on a farm so they know it's not like ur doing nothing and (by the sounds of it) ur doing literally all ur physically capable of.

 i know i'm not one to talk cos i take like three months to see a dr about anything, but u really should

spybrarian replied to your post

“….. honestly im so tired. i have no idea if this is depression tired...”

That sounds so rough. Camel is probably right though (although I am totally the same with seeing a dr... D: ) and it could well be something like iron or thyroid that you can take something for (and those are both easy to diagnose). Listed to the Camel, Camel's are wise.

chur everyone! i think i prob will go to the doctor.. eventually? i literally went to the doctor last week so i’m being anxiety about going back only one week later. like fuckk i should have mentioned it last week but until this week i was still mostly functional. my friend said that i might still be going off of the anaesthetic. they say it’s out of your system within 24hrs but that’s not always true... (had a procedure on monday, got a baby general anaesthetic for it). 

blahhhhh im a bitv a mess. emotionally. i don’t cope well with feeling sick... so not being able to exist throughout the day without naps is really hard on my mental health. i uhh,  i kinda end up in a sprial of i should be able to do this/ why can’t i do this. but yeah it’s kinda past that point. and i should really accept that.... the way things r timed rn means i probably won’t be able to get a blood test or anything until after new years or after my north island trip.. so blah. blahhhhhh.

i get blood tests yearly that do test for thyroid and anemia, but my last one was at the start of the year so it could have changed. ugh depression is such a wildcard. like, there could be something wrong, or u could just have depression?? whooo knowwss???

[penguinsstealingsanity]

pretendingtobeangry replied to your post: It is still shaking. Plus there are 140km/h winds...

it’s been fun to have the usual game of “what size was that quake?” changed to “was that shake a small quake or a strong gust?”

XD But that is the standard Wellington game

[anatidaeducks]

pretendingtobeangry said: that’s a dick move and ur worth more than that. at least u get to see ur 2nd best friend again in a month?

teaofdreams said: <3 jess no they’re idiots

chur guys. i ended up confronting one of them. because screw this i only have two friends in my area, i’m not risking this shit over a miscommunication! (one of them posted a text screenshot in a group chat and didn’t notice that the first post was basically them saying they were trying to stuff up the friendship). aaanyway, so now we’re all goods. except the other friend is all *wiggly hand gestures* fucked up with anxiety and doing really confusing shit. good to get it all out in the open anyways!!!! thanks for boosting me when i needed it :)

[anatidaeducks]

pretendingtobeangry replied to your post “my brothers birthday is coming up but he’s overseas, so i can’t get...”

https://www.teepublic.com/t-shirt/129476-pugtato

omg this is amazing!!!

[penguinsstealingsanity]

pretendingtobeangry replied to your photo:Giant eagles (at Wellington Domestic Terminal)

Wellington is the most ridiculous airport

This is true

[battingonjakku]

20, 25, 26!

20. An ‘up and coming’ player you’re rooting for?
So many Yorkshire boys, Jack Leaning and Matthew Fisher are the first to come to my mind
25. Your favourite cricket ground?

Gotta be Lord’s, just has a special feeling
26. Your favourite cricket pundit/journo/commentator?

George Dobell, Nasser Hussain, Alison Mitchell, Raf Nicholson are ones I particularly like