Apr 15, 2018
If you ever need a good cry, watch Park Hyo Shin perform Wildflower live. Wish I looked like Jin while crying, but ended up looking like Suga...
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If you ever need a good cry, watch Park Hyo Shin perform Wildflower live. Wish I looked like Jin while crying, but ended up looking like Suga...
Thoughts from a “Survivor”
You know the worst part about being able to “pretty” cry? When you’re finished, no one ever knows that you even shed a tear. But that doesn't matter anyway because in the end, no one cares. They may ask if you’re alright but in your heart you know that they don't really want to know the answer. The answer is no. But how’s that for an answer? “Oh thank you for asking! Actually, I feel like I’m drowning in my own mind.” No one wants you to answer truthfully, about how you were sexually assaulted as a chid and how you are only just now remembering parts of it. No one wants to know about how messed up you really were... how messed up you really are. How you can’t stop thinking about it. How you can't kiss a guy that you like because you are terrified. He is a nice guy.... a really nice guy, but that time that he leaned over you to kiss you, you froze because you were scared. For a flash of a second you felt like your world was ending, that it was happening again. You tried to push the thoughts away, tried to enjoy the kiss because it was the longest kiss you’d ever allowed yourself to have, but then you had to push him away. You explained to him, and he, being the “really nice” guy that he is, gave you a side hug because you had turned away from him... ashamed. He tells you not to be sorry... but you are, because now you’re scared that you’ll never be able to have the romance that you’ve always dreams of. Fanfiction is ruined for you now, romance is a withered dream... because now you’re afraid that you can't have it. And then you find yourself crying in the shower, and crying as you type a post and pray that someone... someone will care. But that doesn't matter because tears dry, and no one can see you cried... and no one cares.
The only person that can successfully pretty cry is Jensen Ackles