#prettybutsomethingisalwayswrong

[itsallyouhavegotinsideyourhead]

and one more lil special thing from me, cause you are now officially allowed to watch porn … had to use the opportunity :D

Happy Birthday, Toch ;)

[orpheusmorpheous]

Hey there ! Thanks for reblogging so much Mr . Robot and making my dashboard beautifulll ^_^ . Hope you have a lovely day / evening! :)

:D you are welcome!!!

[itsallyouhavegotinsideyourhead]

RULES: BOLD ALL THE THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU!

I was tagged by @twisted-shipper ...sorry it took me forever to do this :D

I am in college/university

I’ve graduated college/university

I am in high school

I like my job

I’ve never had a job

I am shorter than 5’5

I’ve worked a job I hated

I wear glasses

I have a tattoo

I have more than one tattoo

I don’t have tattoos but I want some

I’m vegetarian

I have allergies

I’m sarcastic

I’m self-conscious about my body

I’m shy

I’ve been called over-emotional

I have a strange sense of humor

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times

I’m atheist

I have red hair

I have blonde hair

I dye my hair regularly

I am an only child

I have more than three siblings

I have a niece

I have a nephew

I couldn’t choose a favorite song

I’ve failed a class

I can speak two or more languages

I can play an instrument

I’ve hugged someone in the last 24 hours

I’ve kissed someone in the last 24 hours

I have a best friend

I’ve known my best friend for more than 10 years

I have met a friend from the internet

I’ve kissed someone of the same sex

I’m in/have been in a long distance relationship

I’ve had a one night stand

I’ve been dumped more than I’ve dumped someone

I’ve cheated on someone

I’ve met someone famous

I’ve broken a bone

I’ve spent more than six hours straight online

I’ve been out of my home country 

I have friends who are married

I have friends who have children of their own

I have been in a wedding party

I’ve ridden in a limousine

I am a morning person

I am a night owl

I like anime

I like Disney movies

I like comedies more than action films

I like action films more than comedies

I always order dessert

I hate fast food

I can’t cook

I enjoy puns

I enjoy being alone

I read for pleasure

I don’t play video games

I believe in ghosts

I believe in aliens

I enjoy conspiracy theories

I’ve been somewhere considered ‘haunted’

I’ve stayed up all night for no reason

I can’t keep secrets

I’ve had a Skype call with more than four people

I’m good with children

I’ve cheated on a test

I’ve watched an entire season of something in one day

I am wearing something green right now

I am wearing something yellow right now

I am wearing something purple right now

I’ve never tried alcohol

I’ve had alcohol while underage

I’ve played a drinking game

I’m scared of snakes

I’m scared of heights

I’m scared of clowns

I’m scared of spiders

I collect stamps

I collect comic books

I keep old bus/train tickets

I don’t know the words to my national anthem

I’ve been to a professional sports game

I have more than three key rings on my keys

I’ve had my hair cut in the past month

I’ve cosplayed

I can’t swallow pills

I miss someone right now

I tag @prettybutsomethingisalwayswrong, @play-twister, @mistresspendragon

[itsallyouhavegotinsideyourhead]

I would like to nominate my little sister Bilyana. For all I know I wouldn’t be here right now if it wasn’t for her. She is my best friend, the one I can always trust and count on. 

When in 2007 our grandmother died, I was devastated. My little sister that was only 9 back then, with all her childish optimism and innocence, was the one that put a smile back on my face. She managed to distract me from the pain. And she has being doing that ever since. 

A few years ago when I created my personal hell and had to spend there 3 years, she was there for me again. It is not that something so bad happened to me. Not really. It was more like the way I was seeing the world and myself. I had to grow up and leave my home and my country in order to get better education. The thing is, I also took my social anxiety and panic attacks with me, when I left. Suddenly I was alone in a foreign country and as “good” as I am at making friends, I stayed alone during the whole 3 years. And of course I was blaming myself for being the way I am, which made me fall even deeper into desperation and self hatred. There were days when I couldn’t see the point of it anymore. I just wanted the pain and loneliness to stop. There were days when the silence in my home was driving me crazy...it was so lonely and silent, I could hear my own heartbeat. There were nights when my thought wound’t leave me alone. There were moments when I really just wanted to die. And the only reason I didn’t was, because there was this not so little girl anymore, that was there talking to me every second she can, distracting me from the pain and my own thoughts, watching tv shows with me on skype till late in the night until we both got so tired, we couldn’t keep our eyes open. She did that for 3 years. She was there, every evening on skype, making me forget about my fears and social anxiety and self hatred. She was the only person that I could talk to about my problems, that would just listen and wouldn’t judge. And I know it wasn’t easy for her either. There was so much negativity in me back then, I almost drowned in it. The only reason I didn’t is that she was there to take part of it away from me. 

Thanks God, I am better now...it really does get better. But back then in the darkness, it was my little sister that was my light. And she will always be my light. She doesn’t realize it, but she is a great person!

[ourglennrhee]

I'm so sorry about your pet :( He/She looks really cute.

thank you :’) he was a cute fella. scraggy looking in his old age but still cute haha.

[beth-will-rise]

Hey there :) I'm fenkanadepp3 from youtube. For some reason I couldn't reply to your comments which, by the way, totally made my day, so I wanted to thank you here for subscribing to my channel and also for leaving a such a good positive feedback. Hope you have a nice day/ evening! :)

Aww you’re so sweet! I had to sub you, your videos are wonderful, really well edited & the music you use is so powerful :) I hope you have a nice day/ evening too! <33

[spnismywholelife]

Supernatural?

The first character I first fell in love with: Dean Winchester! <3The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Maybe Sam, because I liked him in the beginning but didn't love him like I loved Dean but now I love him as much as I love Dean or Cas :)The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Lucifer, yes he was cute but still he did bad things!!!The character I love that everyone else hates: I don't think there is one. I like Crowley but other people like him too, so I don't think there's character that I love but everyone else hates.The character I used to love but don’t any longer: I don't know because there wasn't anyone that I loved but I liked some characters before they turned out to be bad.The character I would totally smooch: Dean and Castiel ;)The character I’d want to be like: Dean WinchesterThe character I’d slap: MetatronA pairing that I love: Destiel <3 MY OTP!!!! <3A pairing that I despise: Wincest (THEY'RE BROTHERS FOR GOD'S SAKE!)

Thanks for asking!! :)

[itsallyouhavegotinsideyourhead]

Happy Birthday, Tochi!

I made you a little porn present, because I love you that much :)