lovelies, dearest lesbians, sapphics, theys and others <3
It's now been officially three months since I first started this blog. it's been a ride, and I've loved it. the friends and moots I met along the way, the flirty and beloved anons, every exchange and message. getting called sappho's reincarnation and all those lovely responses to my writings. thank you for letting me step into your mind and intimacy, for indulging in my sweet words. I hope I've made you feel seen. you definitely made me feel seen. making you wet and needy has been an honour.
and do not fear: I don't plan on stopping! it's become a hobby, a pleasure. I love exploring my desires and letting you in on it. writing words has even more become a passion of mine. I always knew how much I adored turning sensations and feelings into poems and it has only grown since. I am more than thankful I got to experience the last three months and discover that I love writing smutty and desireful sapphic content so much. thanks to everybody that joined somehow and somewhere along that journey.
the next three months are going to be even more of a wild ride for me personally. as an enby lesbian it was particularly important to me to write from this perspective and to represent other non-binary sapphics. and after thirty years of living in this body I’ll finally have the chance to receive gender-affirming care and, hopefully, soon exist in the body that feels true to me.
ever since I was a sweet little teen, i knew i didn't want these boobs (i'd much rather have someone else's boobs in my face!). I also struggled with the question of whether I’d still be worthy as a lesbian without boobs. eventually tho, I came to the realisation (and gained the confidence) to accept that it’s mostly just internalised queerphobia, heteronormativity and a whole lot of comphet (and so much male gaze – and who wants that anyway?). today, I'm proud and out and thankful for all of you guys, my pretty handsome girlfriend and all of my friends and family for supporting me. unfortunately, our health care system is something I'm not grateful for. non-binary trans people don’t receive a single penny for their gender-affirming top surgery where I live. therefore I've started to raise money to help me pay my operation, anesthesia and treatments. the operation alone will cost at least over six thousand euros. next week I'll finally see my doctor and get more specific information about my future journey. I am so excited and I am more than curious to see me change and how that reflects in my passion and my writings. I invite you to join along on this wild ride. may it be through reading, liking and reblogging or commenting and sending anons and asks. if you do want to support me further and want to contribute to my crowdfunding, feel free to send me a ko-fi and I'll be forever thankful. reblogs of this post are also very much appreciated.
my dearest and kindest and warmest thank yous and hugs and thoughts to all of you who've read this far. may love and kindness find you.
elle
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