Lily + @princeheir
Summer break, 1976
Normally, Lily was excluded from anything pertaining to Petunia’s social calendar all summer long. Her older sister seemed to appreciate keeping the muggle friends they’d grown up with to herself now, in an abundantly clear barrier that seemed to indicate ‘This is mine, you got everything else.’
Lily understood that Petunia didn’t feel comfortable around magic, but she struggled with this resentment. Lily would never, ever dream of doing anything to make her feel unsafe- so why was Petunia so angry with her all the time?
Usually, once or twice a summer, Petunia would invite Lily to join along to a film, a roller skate park, and then spend the entire event pointing out all the awkward and childish things Lily would say and do to the rest of her friends. It wasn’t even that Lily was a witch, she was just too young, too childish to not be embarrassing to her older sister. And their friends would laugh, make jokes about boarding school kids and move on to laughing at someone else or kissing. There had started to be a lot of kissing.
When Petunia noticed the fear behind Lily’s widened eyes, as some teenager called Swain or Garry or something like that- sucked on Petunia’s neck wetly, her sister capitalized on it, which was how Lily found herself walking home alone from a carnival, crying.
Petunia didn’t like to touch Lily, but pushing her into a ferris wheel gondola to share with her friend Joshua didn’t seem to bother her. Petunia had laughed as the carriage swept up, and Joshua leaned towards her.
Lily kicked the grass as she neared her home. She didn’t want to be home alone, but she also didn’t want to be trapped in a spinning wheel with a boy trying to undo her bra through her shirt. Why has he done that? That wasn’t even a thing?
Unless it was, and Lily was just to out of touch to know. But it wasn’t even pleasant, so why would it be a thing? Was it her that was wrong? Should she have like that more?
Groaning, Lily headed for the glade behind her house. It was the only place that could have made her feel better. This time of year, it was covered in dandelion pappus that as a child, Lily would blow against, and Severus would always come. It was as if the little, floating wisps of flowers could fetch him for her.
Sitting on the grass, Lily picked one up and held it to her lips. Maybe it would still work.










