#pro tulpa

[unidentified-plural-is]

Not a "UPI" ask/submission, but seeing what other people submit, as well as putting in our own submissions are actually doing the most good in helping us accept our plurality. Thank you for making this blog, we appreciate y'all 🙏

Thank you& so much!!! Being plural can be very isolating, especially around which experiences others may or may not be alone in. Every time some system sends an ask talking about how they’re not sure that anyone else has experienced this and someone& pops into the comments or reblogs saying “Us too!” It makes me smile :). -Julian

(Also the below image is my reaction to the last sentence)

[green-bpd]

feeds you the sauce that makes you not bored and instead you become very joyful

Huh!! Well thank u for the sauce,, mysterious anon!!

[unidentified-plural-is]

UP is, when roleplaying, instead of going "okay we are going to act like this character and guess how they would reply", we essentially become that character and act as them as though they are "me"

And to add on, also only feeling 'right' to do this with certain characters. TWIN. THAT'S ONE OF YOUR ALTERS.

While we never got into roleplay spaces online, occasionally one would cross our dash and we would get very confused as to why the owner of the blog was being praised for staying in character. In our mind, we thought it would be quite easy to stay in character. -Julian

[green-bpd]

I'm so fucking booored rn ughhhh....

[unidentified-plural-is]

Possible UPI is as a really small kid sometimes I didn't have full control of my imagination. For example characters would begin literally glitching out and repeating a pose, I'd get flashing images of unrelated objects etc and I couldn't stop it. Little I have even drawn a creature that I believed lived in my head and was responsible for messing with my thoughts.

I didn't like them.

Some ppl don’t have full control of their imaginations, but not liking one of your imaginary creatures and saying that they were responsible for things points to something else… -???

[unidentified-plural-is]

unidentified plurality is the feeling that your psyche/soul is way, way larger then your body

I told my friend that sometimes I felt like I was just hovering over my own head, observing events. I fear I wasn’t very observant 😓. -Julian

[unidentified-plural-is]

My internal monologue often times doesn't sound like me.

There's a voice in my head (again, who doesn't sound like me) that will be really mean to me. She will sometimes say my intrusive thoughts then tell me to give into them. She also urges me to act impulsively and say things that aren't kind to others.

I have this reoccurring dream that I'm a girl with long black hair falling off of a cliff (I'm an enby with shoulder length light brown hair).

I once had my inner monologue warn me before a hallucination happened.

I still am almost constantly in denial because I'm pretty sure I have amnesia around my plurality. When I do remember what happens, I then second guess my memory and convince myself I'm just being dramatic.

:P

Hello the rare-non anon advice seeker!!!

So you talk about a voice that parrots your intrusive thoughts… well for one, parroting thoughts like these is quite common for some headmates, especially if you’ve heard (or even gotten the impression of) them thrown against you by other people. One pretty good tactic for figuring out if they’re intrusive thoughts or a headmate is that intrusive thoughts typically try to get you convinced that they’re your thoughts, while if a headmate is doing them you might be able to see that they’re not yours much easier.

We’re not as well-versed on hallucinations and stuff, but being warned before you know it’s going to occur probably means something.

And don’t worry about thinking you’re just being dramatic, that’s a common rationalization tactic and when you experience amnesia second-guessing yourself becomes pretty much second nature.

As we always say, we can’t tell you for sure if you’re plural or not, just that these are experiences that plurals experience and that if you decide to welcome the label you will be welcomed in the community.

GOOOOD LUUUUCK!!!!

-Dean and probs someone else

[unidentified-plural-is]

unidentified plurality is having piss poor memory (like, can't remember much of anything from two days ago and struggling if this morning was yesterday morning or today) and blaming it on the adhd

our (ex?)host was and is still not very observant

truuuuuust me, ex hosts are never that observant 🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️ -Dean