Mar 2
i decided to join tumblr again to just vent about my disordered eating, i can’t talk about with friends because they will make me stop and i don’t want to stop
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i decided to join tumblr again to just vent about my disordered eating, i can’t talk about with friends because they will make me stop and i don’t want to stop
im so tired of being a fat pig im glad there’s still some proana group here, im eating maximum 600 cals for day, have you got any suggestions for exercise? i usually walk 14000 steps for day but its not enough
also, when is the best moment for vomiting? i usually do it just after i ate but it doesn’t seems to help me
I remember the first feeling after years of binging when I was able yo control what I ate.
I started loosing weight like crazy with OMAD, from 63kg to 53kg.
I had a face again, collarbones, I didnt sweat at all , and my stomach was a fucking dream.
I was empty but so full with pride and self-esteem.
I wan to go back to that feeling, I want to be consistent, I really want this.
And remember you are never going to regret not eating something but for sure going to regret overeat.
I will post daily with my updates until I reach my gw that is 48, currently Im 54,7kg and Im 1,75cm.
Join me in this journey, we got this and truly believe me when I say your going to feel like a million dollars .
Trust the process, stay skinny
Where have you been? Been searching all along?
I’m almost out of the 200s!!?? and also soon out of the 90s as well! i have fasted for all of today and it has been such a breeze and i haven’t felt hungry at all surprisingly!! hoping tomorrow is as much of a breeze as today was!!
hope everyone is doing great!!
weighed myself and I’m down to 92.1 now😭 which means i have lost around 4kg in a week so with that same luck i will be out of the 90s by the end of this week!!!
okay, i ended up just cutting it to a 24h fast instead and I’m down to 94,2kg rn, ughh it is still progress i guess!
my goal for this month is to go down to 86kg, seems impossible rn but i will get there, i have to!
ughh, every time i have eaten this week i have felt so disgusting that my body rejected the food?? I’m not complaining per say but it is annoying when I’ve set a calorie limit that is low and i can’t even keep that down:(