Apr 29, 2020
hi so like it was someone’s birthday today, and i didn’t drink 🤍 i did have a weak moment where i reached for a beer, but i didn’t have any. two days sober. i got this.
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hi so like it was someone’s birthday today, and i didn’t drink 🤍 i did have a weak moment where i reached for a beer, but i didn’t have any. two days sober. i got this.
I just want a drink really badly and it's really important I don't start tonight because I know that if I start I won't stop and I don't want to stop. And tomorrow I know that I won't stop either and that makes me want to start tonight.
Tomorrow I'm going to go blow like $50 on STD testing because I was so blackout drunk that I don't remember if I had sex with a random stranger (or two) without a condom. I wish I could remember that night.
I'm really stressed. And angry. And sad.
And all I want is a drink. I'm four days sober.
Fuck.